Monday, May 07, 2007

Fizzling Out

I think I should put an end to this. It is consuming me slowly from within and if I were to leave it as it is, im gonna be fully consumed by it. And I will not allow that to happen. My mind is in a mess and I cant focus. I couldn’t event sleep just now with the thoughts of __ just kept haunting me. It made me angry and boils my blood for this is smth I’ve no control over and maybe im frightened? A concoction of emotions all mixed up flows thru my veins. Im a mess!

I think I should put an end to this but my only worry is that I’ll regret ending smth which I did not want to end. Thank you for causing this misery.

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