What in the horses.....?

We've all been there when it happens, sometimes we might even be the ones who are doing it. It doesnt matter how old or what you're doing, there would definitely be people who would be doing it.

Maybe they do it unconsciously, maybe they really do believe in what they were saying themselves. Who knows?

Okay, what the heck am i talking about?

You guys came out from the exam hall and you gather around with your friends for awhile to talk about what just happen. You might be discussing the questions tested or just waiting about for you friends to leave.

Nthg wrong there.

But as the conversation progresses, you hear from at least one person how they are gonna fail and how crappy they feel. I bet that person cant even rmbr 1/4 of his/her answers yet here he/she is fretting bout how badly he/she has done and how it's all fucked up.

You play either 3 roles here:
a) You just shut the hell up
b) You console the fella telling him/her that failure wont occur
c) You join in with that asshole

Nthg wrong there either, IF THAT REALLY HAPPENS! ;-)

Instead, when the results are out, he/she which was fretting bout failing scored better than you did or heck, got an A grade. Good for him/her really but i gotta say...

What In The Horses Mouth Just Happened?

I really dont get it when people start fretting bout failing right after exiting the exam hall. What are you seeking? Solace? Consolation? Or just to make people feel shitty when you laugh at their sorry asses when you fared better? IF you think you did so damn badly, do what i do SHUT THE FUCK UP AND JUST EMO!

I mean, does making yourself sound dumb or giving an impression that you did badly excites you? Or rather, you purposely did so to make yourself feel better when you see your results better than your dismayed expectations?

It's like lying to yourself and putting yourself down and predicting the worse to enable yourself to rejoice when your results are less poor. If you really wanna do that, why cant you do it in the bathroom? Why do you have to announce it out loud?

all this reminds me of a story....

It was back in form 6 and we just got back our maths results for the mid term. I had no expectations as long as i did not fail and i was damn close to achieving just that. So me and my friends who sucked just as excellently started chatting away.

Sitting infront of me was Mr. Big Head and he was saddened by his results. He expected better. Suddenly, the girl sitting next to him started to pull a long face and if i rmbr-ed correctly she started to cry.

okay, girls, cry, results. All the right ingredients.

Mr. Big Head started consoling her and trying to make her to stop wetting the table. Saying all those nice things that people like to hear. Like ecstacy for the soul, you sick assholes. Anyway, what blew my balls off and i couldnt stop laughing was that this girl scored a high B+ where as Mr. Big Head was nowhere near her marks.

There it was, one dumb asshole, consoling a 'smart' person who think she was dumb. It was so ironic that i couldn't stop fucking Mr. Big Head for being dumber than he really was.

Why the heck would he console a person who fared better than himself when even he felt like shit and needed consoling?


I might try to understand you people, but i definitely wont try to like you. ;-)

If you who are reading this belong to the group i just described, Seek Medical Attention immediately. You are SICK!


Damn it, these 2 words just came into my mind and it might just describe you people exactly.

Attention Whores!

Failure

Ahhh.. Failed..... miserably.

We won nevertheless.

Rebound King

My back is killing me! Arching it backwards generates pain that it auto corrects itself. It prolly caused by my jumping around too much for volleyball and basketball.

Yesterday's semi-final match was a disgrace for me. Didnt contribute much cept for running around with no direction to go. Couldnt even take any rebounds. WTF? I'm 100% sure i could jump higher than any one them but i couldnt reach for shit.

I think it's my hurting back. Bitch!!!

Gonna play in the finals today, and i vow to myself to control the rebounds. RAWR!!! I wanna be rebound king! RAWR!!!

Will update later or tmrw.

Please take these photos from my hands

Note the notes.

My phone rang at 0800 hours a few days back with the asshole calling my dei. I dont care who he might be but anyone who gives me a call before 1000 hours are just plain assholes.

There aint anything that's important enough to disturb my sleep!

Anyway, the registered caller was one vivek. A Big asshole this one! What he told me was so exciting that i almost came in my sleep. VI was awarded the National Heritage Status. The first ever school to be presented with that! WOW, that's so fucking important to disturb my sleep with eh?

I guess it's only appropriate to give something so old, so historical, so dead, a status it deserves. VI has earned her place of preservation through the excellent results and past achievements. She will be preserved for she can no longer sustain that pattern.

The waterfall of the standard of the school was so quick, so deadly, that nthg could be done to stop it.

Paid a visit once when i got back a mth ago. Scaled the walls with liks while waiting for husni to arrive. Those lost some balls after so many years, re-scaling the school walls sure was fun. and i digress...

We got to look at the Form 1 class list and it was not surprising to see the school kept up with self-destruction. Out of 28 students, 20 names were malay, 6 chinese and 2 indians - on average. I aint racist aight.. okay, i at least dont want to appear to be racist but we have to face the facts that non-malays are the major ones contributing to the academic excellence to the school.

Note: Major, not wholly.

The malays are mostly good for sports and playing around with some fucking around... literally. And a small minority who actually study to score A's. Look, you cant blame people who got used to being spoon-fed! You just cant expect them to suddenly change to be hardworking after entering a 'prestigous' school.

Not: mostly and some.. not all.

The only thing left i want from my school is........... my testimonial. It's time we stop to even think about her for she's not worth it.




Disclaimer: Content is not intended to induce self-hatred or used in any way to call the blogger a racist. If you feel insulted in any way, please be assured that the blogger..does not feel sorry.

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