Monday, March 27, 2006


Ambitions

My ambitions to become a doctor has brought me much scorn. I might not have performed well for my spm but that doesnt write a stamp saying that i wont be able to get into medicine. Why iszit that people become so pessimistic and bias of our success and failures? We are but only humans and humans make mistakes. Initially my parents gave me their support but it seems that they are beginning to change their mind tho slowly but surely. They are always trying to make sure that i really really wanted to go into medicine. They would ask if i wanted to become a doctor for the money or for the pride. WTF is this, are these all there is to it? Why cant i do smth which i want and things i know i will enjoy? My ambitions are mine alone and no one can change that. I would prefer for them to give their full support or just dont say anything at all. I no longer need advice and nags on this matter as i've already amde up my mind. I just hope that they see things the way i do and give me their support. God bless.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

PLATONIC........NOT?
Platonic relationships between 2 different sexes does not exist!! I've heard this many times, seen it in newspapers and my friends have talked about it. But is it really true ? Can a guy and a girl not maintain a friendship that is pure? I believe that it can happen. However past experiences are saying otherwise. Seems to me that somehow, sometime feelings would just start to creep in and take over. Some can surpress these feelings but many stumble and fall. Is it really possible for them to have a plain relationship w/o sex or even thinking of it? It's hard, but it sure int impossible. Now im not really sure of myself, if you woul've shot me this question a few years back i'll say yea sure they can !! Now, however i'll just stick to MAYBE.

(No Thanks, i will stick to my VIRGIN and PLATONIC)

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Confident? Dont think so!

Gaining ur parents confidence is a drag. You have to do loads just to increase their confidence in u by a mere 1%. Okaay okay, maybe i exaggerated a little. Different families tend to have different results. Some parents have immense confidence in their child and some just seem to lost theirs in the void or smth.
So i passed and driving test about a month ago and received my license few days after that. I was hoping i can drive around ALONE and go out with my friends. But NOoooooooooooo, it seems that i have not passed my PARENTS DRIVING TEST!!!!! I was forced to drive around with my dad sitting in the passenger sit screaming, yelling and scolding me as i was driving. I dont have a choice. Either i go thru it or i dont drive until i can afford my own car. It has already been a month and i pray that my parents have gained enough confidence in me to start letting me drive alone!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 18, 2006

SICK!!!
Arghh!!! I always had the impression that i will never fall sick. Now i know im wrong! have been down with flu, cold and cough for the past 4 days. The cough been getting worse recently and now it my gut hurts everytime i cough. I guess im gonna cough myself to death!! So this got me thinking, life is indeed FRAGILE and we gotta do what we wanna do today. Not tomorrow or the day after. My dad used to tell me this " Do what u have to do today because tomorrow is another day!" So why hide under ur cocoon and fear of what might? or what if? OR putting urself down by saying "I can't do it, It wont work out, bla bla bla" Come on, you'll NEVER know if u NEVER try! ! NEVER degrade yourself too low nor should u ever put ur ass up on ur head. So get out there and TRY!! If u think that u're gonna fail before u attempt to do something, u have already failed 50%. However, if u're full of confidence and have a winners mentality, u've won 50% before even beginning. Be confident and be strong and always TRY !!!!!!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

A's ARENT THAT IMPORTANT

Posted on newspaper front page were scholars getting 15A1's, 14A1'a and bla bla bla. So they scored ALOT of A's. Good for them. But does it really matter getting all these A's? Or are we getting 'em just to impress people? 10A1'a alrite. BUT 15?? OMFG, FUCKIN' NERDS!!! Going to school isnt all 'bout getting the A's, no, im not saying A's arent important. It is! What i'm saying is, going to study is about gaining knowledge and being able to apply it in life when u need to. U can get 20A1's but if u're an idiot in the street u're screwed. My dad used to tell me " u can be intelligent, but u blardy hell better be smart" [P.s. modified for effect :)].

You dont have to get so many A's to prove that u're intelligent, enjoy life while studying. Im sure those nerds scoring 14A's above studied to their grave. And for what? A slip of paper signifying that you have done a fantastic job getting an alphabet A? Well, Braaaavo!! "All work and no play makes jack a dull boy" Thus fellow students, do not be bogged down by the tendency to score A's. It's best to differentiate play time and study time. Good luck and always remember that scoring A's is NOT as important as u think it is!! God bless u~

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Cretin-01
[ From left: Chris, vivek, Danny, Lik sheng, Keong Yuan, David, Nick, Anand, Logann, Jeremiah, Ganesan ]
Other people have friends, good friends, and best friends. I have 10' brothers' whom i look to alot. Together, we've been through the best of times and the worst of times. I gotten to know them thru scouts where i was just a newbie and our bond grew from there. The unity forged between the 11 of us is as strong as steel never to be broken. My 'brothers', i hope that we will always remain in each other's wake and support each other. and do always remember that we are but Second To None. Long live Seniors '05 !!!! =D

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

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SPM results were out on monday and there've been too much hip and excitement about what we are gonna get. I for one was scared as hell and didnt really managed to hide it. Feeling of dread and fear took over while i was waiting for my results. My friedns were around me giving support but what the fuck, they all did well. So it would be embarassing for me not to score coz however u deny it, we like to compare. It's only human to be doing it. So i managed to get 7A's. Better than a few, worse than many. Thank god for i didnt do badly!!!!