Pressure piles up as time moves on. Dread fills every passing hour, the mind wandering to what would, what will, and what if. It is only human, i think, to be anticipating and feeling hope and despair at the same time. To feel that you can achieve and to feel that you hv/will fail at the same moment too.
STPM was held 2 months ago and results are 'supposedly' to be out in 2 weeks times. I am bracing myself for what is to come. I do not know what to expect but im hoping for the best. Yet, reality calls for a lil prudence in judgement and the best that i hoped for is by far, a long shot.
Let me rephrase, an eff-ing long long long long long long............ long long long shot!
Alas call it stupidity or plain naive, i m still hoping nevertheless.
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