I’ve been trying to update my post for the past 2 weeks but to no avail. Every time I complete the introductory paragraph, my brain seems to freeze and I lose all the ideas I’ve had or I feel that the work done was unsatisfactory thus forcing myself to delete it.
So Malaysia was celebrating its 49th independence day on the 31st and everyone was glaringly excited about it. However, I felt nothing. It’s not so much shock than fright that overtook me. Here, a teenager with so much freedom and access to knowledge, living in a purportedly democratic country is not overly excited that his country has achieved independence for 49 yrs. Does the independence that our forefathers strived to achieve not matter?
However, does celebrating the event with so much joy and enthusiast make you more of a patriot than others? Or rather you think that waving the national flag and dressing with the nation’s colours means you’re more of a Malaysian than others? Open your eyes and you shall see that Independence has a grander meaning such that idiots will not be able to comprehend.
Our independence sees to it that we are able to enjoy what it means to live in a democracy. We are able to choose our government, our religion, the ability of move and speak w/o restriction so long as it abides by the law. The freedom of choice! We have enjoyed these privileges for so long that we seem to be taking it for granted.
So be thankful for that and whilst you cheer and clap and shout in joy in the celebration of Merdeka Day, keep a thought in the corner of you mind of that it means to be Independent!!
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Uhhh...tent? What tent?
Training camp was meant to be held on the 18th for both the boyscouts and the rovers. However due to the stubborness and ignorance of our teacher adviser, it was canceled. However, the 6 of us was still incline on going albeit w/o the rovers.
I went to school on friday, ( a waste of time actually) and the plan was to head out at 2 o'clock from school to the the bus station. So i decided to play basketball after school to kill the time. It wasnt fun as it used to be. But then again its never fun losing, moreover when u lose to the same team 3 weeks in a row! At 2 o'clock liks arrived in sch and we went to the scouters room to pakc the tents and essential equipments liks golok, axe, bow saw and so on. Then it started to rain. Heavily! And we had to hold up in the scouters room to wait for the rain to cease. At 4 pm it did and we were way out of schedule. Met up with chris at petl. str. and we decided to buy a bottle of chivas to bring it to camp. Danny came a lil later and we headed to Yusof to take a bite. Arrive at the bus station at around 4.30 and boarded one at around 4.45.
We arrived at templers at around 6.10. The walk to our campsite took only 20. This was because our usual campsite was taken and we had to make up with one that is nearer and less strategic. By the time we set up the tent, it was already 7 and the sky has turned dark. However, we still managed to chop down 2 trees to be used to build gadget or as firewood. We couldnt do much more and hadto wait for anand and nick to join up with us and bring the mantle for the gas lamp. Alas, when they arrived empty handed! No mantle. So we had no light for the night except from those of the small torch lights. We ate maggie mee and played cards till around after midnight then started cam-whoring for a while and continue playing cards until we dozed off. We didnt even sleep inside the tent. Only on the friggin fly sheet.
We woke up at 9 in the morning. Well, 4 of us did and we ate tuna + bread for breakfast. Maggie for breakfast is not good!! We then woke the other 2 sleepyhead and started chilling around. Talking cock, singing songs. At around 12, anand and danny went out to collect the stuffs that anand's cousin was to bring to us : Marinated chicken, sausage and the mantle for gas lamp. We gave em money to buy nasi lemak but the stall was closed and instead they bought egg,s 6 bottles of coke and sauce. The other 4 of us stayed back. Nicks was in charge of collecting twigs and cleaning up the campsite while me, like and chris went to chop down trees for wood. We chopped down another 4 trees gathering a total of 6 trees. It's sufficient only because we did not build any big gadgets, just a table and bench and as firewood. At around 4, we went upstream and found a spot that was just nice for us to bathe. With deep and shallow patches and a place to hang our toiletries. We bathe for around 1 1/2 - 2 hours. Yeah, we like to enjoy our bathing times! XD Oh, we cam-whored there too! Pictures of us brushing our teeth, posing around and with diff hairstyles. We went back to our campsite and started preparing for the barbeque. Some of us chopped and saw the wood to build a bench by the pit which danny and nicks was taking turns at digging while the others collected twigs cleaned the utensils. Liks started building the fire after the pit was finished. A small fire was started and we wanted a big fire so we began chucking twigs in. It was not to be, the fire remained small and at one point almost died off. We decided to take out most of the twigs and start over again. The twigs and wood was wet due to the heavy rain that fell on that afternoon that i failed to mention earlier. LOL. Try as we might we couldnt get a big fire. At 11-ish, we decided to start cooking the sausages 1st. Boy oh Boy was that 2 black pepper sausages tasty! I have never tasted anything so delicious before.( when a man is hungry, everything tastes perfect! ;-) )We practically gave up trying to get a big fire started and began frying the chicken. However i wasnt satisfied and pulled liks together to continue working on building that fire. Our perseverance paid off as asoon after we got a big fire going and we placed the chicken over it. I took over the job of grilling the chicken while liks continued maintaining the fire. Our efforts paid off as the chickens look friggin delicious. A golden brown colour and not only does it look nice, it taste good too! Boy am i good!! After the bbq session, we sat around drinking chivas and talking while playing cards. We just chilled for hours and began jiwang-ing. Singing songs together being damn emo and all. It's nice to know u have other brothers who can share your pain and your joy with you. After some time, we all just ran out of energy and slept. On flysheet's alone again.
Woke up the earliest the next morning and went to fetch water to cook maggie mee cups for the rest as they were all beginning to wake up too. We then played cards and im K.U.R.A.P! WTF, they all plotted against me! We then went to bath....for another 2 hours b4 returning to clean up the campsite and pack our stuffs.
Oh, i forgot, we shared our campsite with a group of malays who came to camp as well. It was obvious they weren't scouts as they we're doing things.....wrongly. LOL. And they weren't prepared so we acted like a rental shop lending equipments to them. But they were all right chaps. Polite and friendly.
That's that for our 3 days camp. It's way much different from our normal camp but hey we went there as a good of friends not as a scouting troop. It wasn't much yet it was still fun in it's own special way. I will never get bored of these camps that i will attend to with my brothers and i hope never shall they. Cheers!!!
I went to school on friday, ( a waste of time actually) and the plan was to head out at 2 o'clock from school to the the bus station. So i decided to play basketball after school to kill the time. It wasnt fun as it used to be. But then again its never fun losing, moreover when u lose to the same team 3 weeks in a row! At 2 o'clock liks arrived in sch and we went to the scouters room to pakc the tents and essential equipments liks golok, axe, bow saw and so on. Then it started to rain. Heavily! And we had to hold up in the scouters room to wait for the rain to cease. At 4 pm it did and we were way out of schedule. Met up with chris at petl. str. and we decided to buy a bottle of chivas to bring it to camp. Danny came a lil later and we headed to Yusof to take a bite. Arrive at the bus station at around 4.30 and boarded one at around 4.45.
We arrived at templers at around 6.10. The walk to our campsite took only 20. This was because our usual campsite was taken and we had to make up with one that is nearer and less strategic. By the time we set up the tent, it was already 7 and the sky has turned dark. However, we still managed to chop down 2 trees to be used to build gadget or as firewood. We couldnt do much more and hadto wait for anand and nick to join up with us and bring the mantle for the gas lamp. Alas, when they arrived empty handed! No mantle. So we had no light for the night except from those of the small torch lights. We ate maggie mee and played cards till around after midnight then started cam-whoring for a while and continue playing cards until we dozed off. We didnt even sleep inside the tent. Only on the friggin fly sheet.
We woke up at 9 in the morning. Well, 4 of us did and we ate tuna + bread for breakfast. Maggie for breakfast is not good!! We then woke the other 2 sleepyhead and started chilling around. Talking cock, singing songs. At around 12, anand and danny went out to collect the stuffs that anand's cousin was to bring to us : Marinated chicken, sausage and the mantle for gas lamp. We gave em money to buy nasi lemak but the stall was closed and instead they bought egg,s 6 bottles of coke and sauce. The other 4 of us stayed back. Nicks was in charge of collecting twigs and cleaning up the campsite while me, like and chris went to chop down trees for wood. We chopped down another 4 trees gathering a total of 6 trees. It's sufficient only because we did not build any big gadgets, just a table and bench and as firewood. At around 4, we went upstream and found a spot that was just nice for us to bathe. With deep and shallow patches and a place to hang our toiletries. We bathe for around 1 1/2 - 2 hours. Yeah, we like to enjoy our bathing times! XD Oh, we cam-whored there too! Pictures of us brushing our teeth, posing around and with diff hairstyles. We went back to our campsite and started preparing for the barbeque. Some of us chopped and saw the wood to build a bench by the pit which danny and nicks was taking turns at digging while the others collected twigs cleaned the utensils. Liks started building the fire after the pit was finished. A small fire was started and we wanted a big fire so we began chucking twigs in. It was not to be, the fire remained small and at one point almost died off. We decided to take out most of the twigs and start over again. The twigs and wood was wet due to the heavy rain that fell on that afternoon that i failed to mention earlier. LOL. Try as we might we couldnt get a big fire. At 11-ish, we decided to start cooking the sausages 1st. Boy oh Boy was that 2 black pepper sausages tasty! I have never tasted anything so delicious before.( when a man is hungry, everything tastes perfect! ;-) )We practically gave up trying to get a big fire started and began frying the chicken. However i wasnt satisfied and pulled liks together to continue working on building that fire. Our perseverance paid off as asoon after we got a big fire going and we placed the chicken over it. I took over the job of grilling the chicken while liks continued maintaining the fire. Our efforts paid off as the chickens look friggin delicious. A golden brown colour and not only does it look nice, it taste good too! Boy am i good!! After the bbq session, we sat around drinking chivas and talking while playing cards. We just chilled for hours and began jiwang-ing. Singing songs together being damn emo and all. It's nice to know u have other brothers who can share your pain and your joy with you. After some time, we all just ran out of energy and slept. On flysheet's alone again.
Woke up the earliest the next morning and went to fetch water to cook maggie mee cups for the rest as they were all beginning to wake up too. We then played cards and im K.U.R.A.P! WTF, they all plotted against me! We then went to bath....for another 2 hours b4 returning to clean up the campsite and pack our stuffs.
Oh, i forgot, we shared our campsite with a group of malays who came to camp as well. It was obvious they weren't scouts as they we're doing things.....wrongly. LOL. And they weren't prepared so we acted like a rental shop lending equipments to them. But they were all right chaps. Polite and friendly.
That's that for our 3 days camp. It's way much different from our normal camp but hey we went there as a good of friends not as a scouting troop. It wasn't much yet it was still fun in it's own special way. I will never get bored of these camps that i will attend to with my brothers and i hope never shall they. Cheers!!!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Hey, u saw my tampon?
" Girls, you may not go for this camp for there will not be any FEMALE teachers to accompany you...." That's what he said to the rovers. Preceding his 'notification', we have already argued with him over the matter and from our pov his argument is based and a lot of gibberish. And from his pov, we are just 6 fools thinking with our dicks who cannot control our lust. I do not know why he is being so sceptical of us, it's not like we have not prove our worth. His concern that we will do smth stupid with the girls has blinded him of the fact that the girls are rovers. Scouts who deserve to experience what it's like to live in the jungle w/o the luxuries of home. He is afraid to take responsibility claiming that a female teacher has to be present to accompany the rover in case they have some 'girl problems' that need to be resolved. However, i do not see why he is unable to do that? A female teacher is still a teacher and a male teacher is still a teacher. Furthermore, when an accident occurs, i think that a male teacher will be more capable of handling the situation than compared to a female one. Hitherto, if 18 yr old's are unable to handle their 'girl problems' ( if they actually exist in the first place =.=") then i propose that they stay at home until they can be arranged for marriage.
We've talked to the rovers about the matter and most of them are okay with it. They are still enthusiastic bout the camp eventhough we will not be going under victoria scout group rather as a group of friends. However, when they were told about the absence of a female teacher, some..most...some.. k w/e.. they raised concern over that matter. Citing inconvenience in certain matters and when they have to notify a teacher bout certain things and yeap 'girl problems'. So i had to ask them, what kind of girl problems are they expecting? They couldnt really give an accurate answer for that. However, most of them are okay with it and would still go for the camp after briefing and explaning the details to them.
If any girl would kindly explain what sort of 'girl problems' there is. Kindly drop me a line. Im dying to find out!!
We've talked to the rovers about the matter and most of them are okay with it. They are still enthusiastic bout the camp eventhough we will not be going under victoria scout group rather as a group of friends. However, when they were told about the absence of a female teacher, some..most...some.. k w/e.. they raised concern over that matter. Citing inconvenience in certain matters and when they have to notify a teacher bout certain things and yeap 'girl problems'. So i had to ask them, what kind of girl problems are they expecting? They couldnt really give an accurate answer for that. However, most of them are okay with it and would still go for the camp after briefing and explaning the details to them.
If any girl would kindly explain what sort of 'girl problems' there is. Kindly drop me a line. Im dying to find out!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Monday, July 24, 2006
Hmm... you want it? Be nice then!
School politics are in such a way that u do not have to qualify for the job, you just have to be liked by the right people. If you vying for a post and you've got good relations with the seniors, you'll most probably get the post rather than someone else who is more qualified. That's what i felt bout myself when i was in form 4 and was selected as one of the SPL and then to the post of secretary. I had joined only in form 2 and was inactive during my 1st 2 years. I only realized i liked scouts during the end of form 3 where i soon joined the SR. I guess i was just lucky for since i enjoyed scouts, i worked hard and did alot for it. However, as to me being selected for the post, there were a few more people who should i say are more qualified for the post, not only because they have an extra year of experience but also maybe, in their higher scouting skills in comparison to mine. Ostensibly, i think i got the post because my seniors liked me more than the others. Maybe im wrong, and that ive been chosen because they believed that i have qualities that exceed others. I hope im wrong.
So that's that. Last week, i went for an interview for the form six council. Originally i had no interest for it. However, i had nthg else in school besides scouts which will make my school term very boring. Hitherto, i went for the interview and requested for the post of secretary. ( I've enjoyed being on in form 5 thus i wanted to be one this year). Nevertheless, i was not accepted. The reason for my refusal of membership was that i was too arrogant. WTF? Is that even a valid reason? But as i think back a lil and start to reminisce bout the past, i agreed once more towards my perception that if you're liked by the seniors, you'll definitely get the post regardless i you're qualified or not. I wasnt very happy with the decision, 1st because of the stupid reason that i am an arrogant person and 2nd because i felt there was no one else more suited for the job. That's just how i feel, that there aint no on else out there who is better. ( There was a friend whom i had thought who make a good secretary too but he was rejected too) I am truly not satisfied at the selection but alas, i am powerless. Too bad the seniors didnt like me much. Maybe i should've satay-ed them more? XD... maybe not, i dont like mixing with people who does not show any prudence in their actions. OH well, i hope the people elected will be able to do their job well. I do not want to see them fail eventhough i am disappointed and unsatisfied. Oh well, fuck it. Cheers!
Friday, July 21, 2006
Coffee, Tea or Fists?
Fights are bound to ensue when we study in an all boys school. That is how boys settle up their differences. However, we are longer boys are we? When we reach the age of 17, why do we still choose to fight instead of opting for discussion?
However, i cannot deny the fact that a certain part of me agrees to these fights. It's not the right thing to do, however, when talking fails and there is dissent among the ranks, a fist fight could throw it all away. When there is an obvious winner (and loser) people tend to think it's all concluded and the matter is settled. Fairly, man to man or should i say, boy to boy. = On the contrary, i also feel that it's unfruitful for 17 & 18 years olds to resort to brute force rather then sitting over a cup of coffee and talking things out. If we cannot be mature enough to settle our differences amicably, we have no right to 'run' the school. " A man is like steel, when he loses his temper, he loses his worth. " If we are not able to control our temper and act as we seem fit, we are not young adults instead is a childish boy acting like some big shot.
So, what's my point? In my honest opinion, not only do i think resorting to fist fights is wrong, i think it's very stupid and childish of us 17-18 yr olds to be doing that. However, i cannot help but feel that certain issues are best to be settled in the ring rather than thru a cup of coffee. Cheers!! What Do You Think?
However, i cannot deny the fact that a certain part of me agrees to these fights. It's not the right thing to do, however, when talking fails and there is dissent among the ranks, a fist fight could throw it all away. When there is an obvious winner (and loser) people tend to think it's all concluded and the matter is settled. Fairly, man to man or should i say, boy to boy. = On the contrary, i also feel that it's unfruitful for 17 & 18 years olds to resort to brute force rather then sitting over a cup of coffee and talking things out. If we cannot be mature enough to settle our differences amicably, we have no right to 'run' the school. " A man is like steel, when he loses his temper, he loses his worth. " If we are not able to control our temper and act as we seem fit, we are not young adults instead is a childish boy acting like some big shot.
So, what's my point? In my honest opinion, not only do i think resorting to fist fights is wrong, i think it's very stupid and childish of us 17-18 yr olds to be doing that. However, i cannot help but feel that certain issues are best to be settled in the ring rather than thru a cup of coffee. Cheers!! What Do You Think?
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Happy B'day
It was the birthday of a friend of mine or should I say good friend rather I think I should say the birthday of a dear friend of mine. It on the 17th of July but the party was held yesterday at his place. It started ‘round 7 or was supposed to but people started coming 30-40 mins after. I wonder next time if they’ll be 30-40 mins late for their job interview, hmm…
So, we, friends decided to get him a cake, from secret recipe of coz. They are one of the best makers or should I say bakers of cake in town. So I went to buy the cake with lik sheng and I wanted the choc banana but liks suggested we get the tiramisu or choc fudge. I did not like the look of the choc fudge so we bought the tiramisu cake with the writings: ‘Happy B’day Putut XD’
About 20 guests were present yesterday. I thought he invited more. Or maybe he didn’t. Don’t know and don’t really care. He ordered a caterer to serve food. And it was delicious. Stewed lamb, fried chicken, curry beef, curry chicken, roasted chicken wings and satay. I would be insulting myself if I didn’t go for seconds.
Then the cake was brought out and we sang the song that are s’posed to be sung and took pictures. Yeap, we were all cam whoring. =) Then things began to slow down and everything started to sit in their own groups. The scouts were sitting in one corner, the Chinese speaking people in the other and those who are non-victs at another. Sounds like a wonderful party eh?
It ended around 10-ish? Not sure but I stayed till 11-ish to accompany my friends whose car has not yet arrive to pick him up. We started chatting bout our lives, his in u.k. and ours here in form 6. And here aint any differences at all. We were, no, we are trying to pursue academic excellence together. We do know that form 6 is a lil tougher than A lvl’s (people to seems to think otherwise) thus we have to put in more effort and could not afford to hold back and be lazy.
I wish u a very happy birthday my friend. And I wish for myself to be able to change to a better student. God bless & Cheers!
So, we, friends decided to get him a cake, from secret recipe of coz. They are one of the best makers or should I say bakers of cake in town. So I went to buy the cake with lik sheng and I wanted the choc banana but liks suggested we get the tiramisu or choc fudge. I did not like the look of the choc fudge so we bought the tiramisu cake with the writings: ‘Happy B’day Putut XD’
About 20 guests were present yesterday. I thought he invited more. Or maybe he didn’t. Don’t know and don’t really care. He ordered a caterer to serve food. And it was delicious. Stewed lamb, fried chicken, curry beef, curry chicken, roasted chicken wings and satay. I would be insulting myself if I didn’t go for seconds.
Then the cake was brought out and we sang the song that are s’posed to be sung and took pictures. Yeap, we were all cam whoring. =) Then things began to slow down and everything started to sit in their own groups. The scouts were sitting in one corner, the Chinese speaking people in the other and those who are non-victs at another. Sounds like a wonderful party eh?
It ended around 10-ish? Not sure but I stayed till 11-ish to accompany my friends whose car has not yet arrive to pick him up. We started chatting bout our lives, his in u.k. and ours here in form 6. And here aint any differences at all. We were, no, we are trying to pursue academic excellence together. We do know that form 6 is a lil tougher than A lvl’s (people to seems to think otherwise) thus we have to put in more effort and could not afford to hold back and be lazy.
I wish u a very happy birthday my friend. And I wish for myself to be able to change to a better student. God bless & Cheers!
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Good Riddance Sean !!!!!
After a long surpression, i finally had the chance to break free from all responsibilities... albeit only for one night. My friends and i and seanie(cous) head down to a club yesterday to drink and dance. It was seanie last weekend here as he's going back to Aus on monday. I'll miss ur ass man!! We were s'posed to meet at 'round 11'ish infront of the club but i only went to pick up seanie and charles at 11. Funny however, we were still the 1st to arrive.
Originally, we were planning to go to maison. However, a friend suggested we go to cynna saying it's nice with lotsa chix. As we were walking there, we passed by LOFT. With 3 ferrari's parked infront, LOFT looks nice... and expensive but then it's strictly 21 & above only so what the heck, we couldnt get in. We lingered there for awhile,while waiting for our friends and deciding where to go.
Finally, after much bickering, we headed down to maison a walk away. There was 10 of us and seanie was to open one bottle himself and the other 9 share the other bottle. Seanie paid like 400 bucks and the rest of us contributed 200. So we paid up and waited in line. A bouncer was checking id's. I dont think he even looked at the numbers. Everyone passed thru, easily.
A few of us half expected that it'll be a boring night. Since we half expected that maison was a boring club. And it was.... for the 1st 30 minutes. We just lingered around the table, drinking casually and smoking. ( I dont smoke). After downing more confidence booster liquids, the nite started to pick up pace and getting a little high.
Trotting back and forth from the dance floor back to our seats was not fun since we were seated upstairs and the dancefloor and the lower floor. Asked my friends to teach me how to shuffle and was learning quite a bit b4 i headed down there. They taught me how to move my legs 1st but i wanted to learn the hands movement. It's like trying to swim before u can even walk. Hahaha. But i couldnt care less, after downing a few 3 secs - God, who in his smart ass created 3 secs!!!- my confidence was boosted and my shyness locked away!
Started dancing on the dancefloor 'dazzling' everyone with my killer dance moves. Enjoying myself and making my friends laugh. I think i prolly made a fool outta myself and was an utter embarrassment. I was having fun! As i was ' impressing ' everyone, this gal came up to me and beckoned me to look at her....dance. LOL. Yeap, she came up to me and taught me how to shuffle - a lil bit-. So she was leading and i started following and it was fun until her friend or boyfriend came and took her away. Bummer! Thus, went back up and continued drinking more.
Alas, all good things must come to an end and it was round 3 i think that we had to leave. I THINK it's around 3. We lingered infront of the club entrance for awhile and i vomitted a lil bit. Then my friends decided to go to the mamak shop not stall but a shop nearby. Ordered a teh panas which i drank only a sip before i dragged myself into the toilet and started wasting myself there. Nevertheless, try as i might i couldnt vomit and all that was coming out was my saliva.
I couldnt drive home. Seanie cant drive [he was drunk and he dont have his license, yet ;) ] So charles took the liberty of driving us back to his crib. I wanted to vomit out but i couldnt. Maybe i should've drank more. Crashed at his place for a little while and managed to check my dom( it's a game). Altho i got wasted, i can still walk straight and think clearly and am aware of my surroundings - if u know what i mean - ;). Left his place around 5 and was driving like an asshole on the empty road. i think i managed to keep the steering wheel straight. Seanie suggested we go to McD's and have a bite. Ordered 2 fillet-o-fish set but only he finish his food. I couldnt even bring myself to eat. FUCK, i wasted McD's !! I was blur on which road to take and somehow passed thru 2 fucken toll booths. Which come to think of it, have no need of passing thru if i took the correct route. Anyway, managed to send seanie home and me to mine safely.
Crashed onto my bed at 6'ish and woke up 5 hours later with no hangover what so ever. Wtf man, really should've drank more!! I enjoyed myself, alot after such a long hibernation. LOL. Seanie's going to aus tmrw and will only be back for the december hols. See me SHUFFLE then seanie!!! wakaka.
P.S. : Do drink and drive! Not only does 100 kph feels slow,driving and manouvering is done w/o concern of crashing into things. :) TRY IT !!!! Cheers!
Originally, we were planning to go to maison. However, a friend suggested we go to cynna saying it's nice with lotsa chix. As we were walking there, we passed by LOFT. With 3 ferrari's parked infront, LOFT looks nice... and expensive but then it's strictly 21 & above only so what the heck, we couldnt get in. We lingered there for awhile,while waiting for our friends and deciding where to go.
Finally, after much bickering, we headed down to maison a walk away. There was 10 of us and seanie was to open one bottle himself and the other 9 share the other bottle. Seanie paid like 400 bucks and the rest of us contributed 200. So we paid up and waited in line. A bouncer was checking id's. I dont think he even looked at the numbers. Everyone passed thru, easily.
A few of us half expected that it'll be a boring night. Since we half expected that maison was a boring club. And it was.... for the 1st 30 minutes. We just lingered around the table, drinking casually and smoking. ( I dont smoke). After downing more confidence booster liquids, the nite started to pick up pace and getting a little high.
Trotting back and forth from the dance floor back to our seats was not fun since we were seated upstairs and the dancefloor and the lower floor. Asked my friends to teach me how to shuffle and was learning quite a bit b4 i headed down there. They taught me how to move my legs 1st but i wanted to learn the hands movement. It's like trying to swim before u can even walk. Hahaha. But i couldnt care less, after downing a few 3 secs - God, who in his smart ass created 3 secs!!!- my confidence was boosted and my shyness locked away!
Started dancing on the dancefloor 'dazzling' everyone with my killer dance moves. Enjoying myself and making my friends laugh. I think i prolly made a fool outta myself and was an utter embarrassment. I was having fun! As i was ' impressing ' everyone, this gal came up to me and beckoned me to look at her....dance. LOL. Yeap, she came up to me and taught me how to shuffle - a lil bit-. So she was leading and i started following and it was fun until her friend or boyfriend came and took her away. Bummer! Thus, went back up and continued drinking more.
Alas, all good things must come to an end and it was round 3 i think that we had to leave. I THINK it's around 3. We lingered infront of the club entrance for awhile and i vomitted a lil bit. Then my friends decided to go to the mamak shop not stall but a shop nearby. Ordered a teh panas which i drank only a sip before i dragged myself into the toilet and started wasting myself there. Nevertheless, try as i might i couldnt vomit and all that was coming out was my saliva.
I couldnt drive home. Seanie cant drive [he was drunk and he dont have his license, yet ;) ] So charles took the liberty of driving us back to his crib. I wanted to vomit out but i couldnt. Maybe i should've drank more. Crashed at his place for a little while and managed to check my dom( it's a game). Altho i got wasted, i can still walk straight and think clearly and am aware of my surroundings - if u know what i mean - ;). Left his place around 5 and was driving like an asshole on the empty road. i think i managed to keep the steering wheel straight. Seanie suggested we go to McD's and have a bite. Ordered 2 fillet-o-fish set but only he finish his food. I couldnt even bring myself to eat. FUCK, i wasted McD's !! I was blur on which road to take and somehow passed thru 2 fucken toll booths. Which come to think of it, have no need of passing thru if i took the correct route. Anyway, managed to send seanie home and me to mine safely.
Crashed onto my bed at 6'ish and woke up 5 hours later with no hangover what so ever. Wtf man, really should've drank more!! I enjoyed myself, alot after such a long hibernation. LOL. Seanie's going to aus tmrw and will only be back for the december hols. See me SHUFFLE then seanie!!! wakaka.
P.S. : Do drink and drive! Not only does 100 kph feels slow,driving and manouvering is done w/o concern of crashing into things. :) TRY IT !!!! Cheers!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Rovering rovers.....
Recently we have just opened up our troop to the lower 6 girls in good faith that they will be boon to our troop. After having a meeting with the teacher adviser and getting the green light for establishing the rovers, we set off publicising our troop to the girls. We went class to class explaining to the girls what scouts are all about and when they will achieve if they join and what they will ultimately miss out if they did not.
So we talked to the arts classes first and the response there was moderate. People were listening and showing some interest. However, we didnt put much hope on them... and i dont know why. Then we took the opportunity of explaining to my class, L6BF. They were all very interested or so it seemed to me. With a positive body language, they listened and started asking relevant questions which made us very happy for it gave us a fake hope that all or at least a majority of 'em wanted to join. Finally we went to L6BM and boy o' boy was that class full of shit. Not only were their faces cannot be looked at, they have to show disinterest and a' oh god why am i here' look. So it really pissed most of us off and we left chris to handle them by himself.
Thus, after making all the necessary publicity, we decided to hold the installation today after making sure that we have at least 8 soon-to-be members. As we were preparing ourselves, our teacher adviser barged in and wanted us to cancel the installation and also to scrap the idea of taking in girls for rovers. He based his reasons that "accidents" has happened b4 when girls are allowed into the troop and that we the 6 of us, will not be able to give enough attention to the troop. We then countered by assuring him that none of these accidents will happen and that we can very well control ourselves. We are not all full of horns anyway!! So we spent 15 minutes arguing back and forth on that matter with our teacher saying accidents ARE going to happen and that we will not be able to divide our attention properly and us saying we are able to control ourselves and that we can divide our attention as best as possible. So i suggested that we be given a 3 month trial period and if it doesnt owrk out, we will disband the rovers. he was very reluctant and instead gave a weak leeway of 1 month trial period.
After dealing with our teacher adviser, we continued with our installation as planned. Everything went smoothly and the turn out was okay. 11 new members divided into 2 patrols. As it was running late, we took down their biodata's and they were dismissed as soon as that was accomplished.
We were quite satisfied with the turn out altho we did expect better. However, it was all good and with luck on our side, the newly appointed members will be able to spread the word and ignite the interest of others. Cheers!!!
So we talked to the arts classes first and the response there was moderate. People were listening and showing some interest. However, we didnt put much hope on them... and i dont know why. Then we took the opportunity of explaining to my class, L6BF. They were all very interested or so it seemed to me. With a positive body language, they listened and started asking relevant questions which made us very happy for it gave us a fake hope that all or at least a majority of 'em wanted to join. Finally we went to L6BM and boy o' boy was that class full of shit. Not only were their faces cannot be looked at, they have to show disinterest and a' oh god why am i here' look. So it really pissed most of us off and we left chris to handle them by himself.
Thus, after making all the necessary publicity, we decided to hold the installation today after making sure that we have at least 8 soon-to-be members. As we were preparing ourselves, our teacher adviser barged in and wanted us to cancel the installation and also to scrap the idea of taking in girls for rovers. He based his reasons that "accidents" has happened b4 when girls are allowed into the troop and that we the 6 of us, will not be able to give enough attention to the troop. We then countered by assuring him that none of these accidents will happen and that we can very well control ourselves. We are not all full of horns anyway!! So we spent 15 minutes arguing back and forth on that matter with our teacher saying accidents ARE going to happen and that we will not be able to divide our attention properly and us saying we are able to control ourselves and that we can divide our attention as best as possible. So i suggested that we be given a 3 month trial period and if it doesnt owrk out, we will disband the rovers. he was very reluctant and instead gave a weak leeway of 1 month trial period.
After dealing with our teacher adviser, we continued with our installation as planned. Everything went smoothly and the turn out was okay. 11 new members divided into 2 patrols. As it was running late, we took down their biodata's and they were dismissed as soon as that was accomplished.
We were quite satisfied with the turn out altho we did expect better. However, it was all good and with luck on our side, the newly appointed members will be able to spread the word and ignite the interest of others. Cheers!!!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Untitled
Everyone wears a mask in face of society. What makes one different from another is how he acts with his mask on and when he's without it. Society requires one to act accordingly to the morals and virtues of life. How often do you do what you like and not what you're required to? How often do you articulate ur feelings and not hold back your tongue in fear of creating conflict?
We need to remain true to ourselves and stop pretending. We maybe be able to potray a nice image to the rest of the world but inside, it's chewing at your soul. Be who you are and be proud of it. We do not have to be someone that we are not in order to please someone else. Is there a point to it? Rise and break free of our coccoon, the coccoon that is holding back our progress and our thrust forward. Rise and leave you own mark in this world. Not the mark of a pretender!
We need to remain true to ourselves and stop pretending. We maybe be able to potray a nice image to the rest of the world but inside, it's chewing at your soul. Be who you are and be proud of it. We do not have to be someone that we are not in order to please someone else. Is there a point to it? Rise and break free of our coccoon, the coccoon that is holding back our progress and our thrust forward. Rise and leave you own mark in this world. Not the mark of a pretender!
Friday, June 16, 2006
Ejaculating and vapourisation
Mentos plus coke? What good could come from a tube of candy and a bottle of soda? Well, a magnificient display of an ejaculation of coke shooting up as high as 2m. Projected. What happened today when we tried out this experiment which was to be used as our science project for the upcoming science fair was only a gush upwards of 1m at most lasting around 2 secs. The prospect of us making the coke to shoot upwards higher is good. We didnt perform the experiment properly. 1st of all, we couldnt drop many mentos's into the bottle as we have not get a tool to hold 8-10 mentos and drop it all at once. We only managed to drop in 5-6. 2ndly, the carbon dioxide inside the bottle( That's what gives the soda the fizz) was released partially when i turned the bottle cap. This is the result of the bottle rolling around in the car when i drove to sch in the morning. My bad! 3rdly, i think that it would be perfect if we could get a 2 litre bottle but alas, the only manufacture 1.5 litres here in malaysia. If we could get these 3 factors accomplished, we should have a fantastic ejaculation!
We were also trying out our 2nd experiment in which we create a cloud in a bottle. Key ingredients? Smoke, a little water, a pump and an empty bottle. We started burning the matchstick then putting it out before placing it inside the bottle to be accumulated. Then we poured in some water. Around 15ml and sealing the cap and starting pumping air into it. So we started pumping and after 15-20 pumps, the bottle hardens. We pulled out the pin(connected to the pump) out from the bottlecap and all we heard was a soft PsssssssTt with no smoke. Not a loud pop and the bottle with white smoke as i've seen from the internet.
We made substantial progress on our 2nd attempt with a little white smoke filling the inside of the bottle. But on our 3rd attempt, we managed to get the bottle filled with white smoke. We tweaked the amount of ingredients, with more smoke accumulated inside the bottle and lesser amount of water putting only 5ml or equivalent to a filled bottlecap.
We'll be exhibiting our project on the 23rd of june at our sch's science fair and i hope everything goes as planned and we'll put up a good show for all to admire. Oh, i'll be trying to get my teammates to agree to the name Ejaculation & Vapourisation. ;) Cheers!!
We were also trying out our 2nd experiment in which we create a cloud in a bottle. Key ingredients? Smoke, a little water, a pump and an empty bottle. We started burning the matchstick then putting it out before placing it inside the bottle to be accumulated. Then we poured in some water. Around 15ml and sealing the cap and starting pumping air into it. So we started pumping and after 15-20 pumps, the bottle hardens. We pulled out the pin(connected to the pump) out from the bottlecap and all we heard was a soft PsssssssTt with no smoke. Not a loud pop and the bottle with white smoke as i've seen from the internet.
We made substantial progress on our 2nd attempt with a little white smoke filling the inside of the bottle. But on our 3rd attempt, we managed to get the bottle filled with white smoke. We tweaked the amount of ingredients, with more smoke accumulated inside the bottle and lesser amount of water putting only 5ml or equivalent to a filled bottlecap.
We'll be exhibiting our project on the 23rd of june at our sch's science fair and i hope everything goes as planned and we'll put up a good show for all to admire. Oh, i'll be trying to get my teammates to agree to the name Ejaculation & Vapourisation. ;) Cheers!!
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Tak tak tak.... CHING anyone?
The 1st day of orientation started today. It started of with us blindfolding ourselves then the faci's(upper 6) whisper the name of the group u're designated and u're s'posed to make the sound of it. I was assigned to typewriter. And the 1st thing that came to mind was.. tak tak tak.. CHING!! I went around the hall tak tak tak.. CHING-ing and screaming typewriter. However, i didnt manage to find any of my group members so the "faci's" finally came and guided me to the group members who was already placed at a corner. Finally opened the blindfold and got to know the other team members. Elected a team leader who was a girl, forgot what's her name tho, and got things started.
Next up we have to transfer a message in cantonese thru all the team members and the last member will have to go up to the stage and speak it out. The message was passed to the 1st member, an indian and finally came to me, the final guy. So i went up and said what i heard. Shockingly, the sequence was mixed up and i ended up saying the 2nd part 1st follwed by the 1st. Yeap, screwed it up.
Last event of the day, we were given a manila card in which to create our name tags. Then we're given a piece of mahjong paper to design our team logo and slogan. We were also asked to do a short sketch and a cheer. Hmmph, got it done on time but it wasn't very good. Okay, it was not good but we all worked hard and tried out best. So our efforts were not in vain. However, the one thing that i found out about myself is that im not that creative nor am i very confident or outspoken. Now that's gotta change and change i will. Hopefully tmrw will be better but im not putting much hope in it. Good day and goodbye. Cheers!!
Next up we have to transfer a message in cantonese thru all the team members and the last member will have to go up to the stage and speak it out. The message was passed to the 1st member, an indian and finally came to me, the final guy. So i went up and said what i heard. Shockingly, the sequence was mixed up and i ended up saying the 2nd part 1st follwed by the 1st. Yeap, screwed it up.
Last event of the day, we were given a manila card in which to create our name tags. Then we're given a piece of mahjong paper to design our team logo and slogan. We were also asked to do a short sketch and a cheer. Hmmph, got it done on time but it wasn't very good. Okay, it was not good but we all worked hard and tried out best. So our efforts were not in vain. However, the one thing that i found out about myself is that im not that creative nor am i very confident or outspoken. Now that's gotta change and change i will. Hopefully tmrw will be better but im not putting much hope in it. Good day and goodbye. Cheers!!
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Torture for you, sir ?
I recently read the ' Have Your Say' section on the bbc website whether airports should be used to transport terror suspects (in Europe). There were many comments posted by different people and the thing i noticed was while the most recommend post was the one rejecting the use of airports or use of torture towards terror ' suspect's ', the 2nd, 3rd, 4th & etc were all agreeing to the use of airports and torture.
The irony is that the war on terror is unlike any conventional war. It is different, where normal ROE - rules of engagement- do not apply. So how can people be so naive to think of treating them as normal POW( prisoners of war) and respecting their rights? We're talking about people like those who engage in the 9/11, bali bombings and the london bombings who killed innocent citizens, not soldiers.
Furthermore, the terrorist themselves condone torture, if you can bring yourself to remember a few years back, video footage of terrorist beheading innocents alive were spread throughout the internet. Did they for one moment thought about human rights? or how inhumane their action was? I think naught. When they do not play by the rules, then the security forces are not compel to either.
I believe that terrorist should be handle in a manner of harshness and crudeness needed for them to cooperate. When normal interrogation do not work, i believe the security forces should use torture to make them talk as it may provide useful information in preventing the next terror attack. In the fight against terror, unconventional methods must be used to suppress the spread of terrorism and making living safer for all of us.
The irony is that the war on terror is unlike any conventional war. It is different, where normal ROE - rules of engagement- do not apply. So how can people be so naive to think of treating them as normal POW( prisoners of war) and respecting their rights? We're talking about people like those who engage in the 9/11, bali bombings and the london bombings who killed innocent citizens, not soldiers.
Furthermore, the terrorist themselves condone torture, if you can bring yourself to remember a few years back, video footage of terrorist beheading innocents alive were spread throughout the internet. Did they for one moment thought about human rights? or how inhumane their action was? I think naught. When they do not play by the rules, then the security forces are not compel to either.
I believe that terrorist should be handle in a manner of harshness and crudeness needed for them to cooperate. When normal interrogation do not work, i believe the security forces should use torture to make them talk as it may provide useful information in preventing the next terror attack. In the fight against terror, unconventional methods must be used to suppress the spread of terrorism and making living safer for all of us.
Friday, June 02, 2006
What Are We?
While the residents of yogyakarta was preparing for the eruption of Mt. Merapi, what was hurled towards them was uncalled of. At 6.2 on the Richter scale, the land shook beneath their feet tearing down houses, streets and buildings. Needless to say, lives we lost many that day. Estimated around 3000 people died while survivors had little of means to sustain life themselves. Aid agencies already there needed more help. Supplies, personnel, medicine, clothes and etc. With make shift hospitals there isnt enough room to house all the injured. But what are we, people behind the glass windows doing? How many of us actually cared to donate even a dollar? We continue with our lives as if nthg has happen while the people of indonesia suffer from another catastrophic disaster. Do we not care? Have we lost our sense of humanity? Do we not all live under the same sky thus is it not only fair to help another when one is weak? Then why are we acting all selfish or apathetic towards the suffering of another.
But who am i to voice out when i myself did nothing, except to feel sorrow and pity. I guess, i guess, im just like YOU.
While the residents of yogyakarta was preparing for the eruption of Mt. Merapi, what was hurled towards them was uncalled of. At 6.2 on the Richter scale, the land shook beneath their feet tearing down houses, streets and buildings. Needless to say, lives we lost many that day. Estimated around 3000 people died while survivors had little of means to sustain life themselves. Aid agencies already there needed more help. Supplies, personnel, medicine, clothes and etc. With make shift hospitals there isnt enough room to house all the injured. But what are we, people behind the glass windows doing? How many of us actually cared to donate even a dollar? We continue with our lives as if nthg has happen while the people of indonesia suffer from another catastrophic disaster. Do we not care? Have we lost our sense of humanity? Do we not all live under the same sky thus is it not only fair to help another when one is weak? Then why are we acting all selfish or apathetic towards the suffering of another.
But who am i to voice out when i myself did nothing, except to feel sorrow and pity. I guess, i guess, im just like YOU.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
With a heavy head and sore limbs i started my holidays. Somehow i fell sick w/o knowing what caused it. So i was feeling torpid the whole weekend and lazed on the couch. I even lost the enthusiasm to play game. Then came word about chem classes on monday and tuesday at 8 - 10 ! It's my blardy hols, dont take it away! But what the heck, form 6 is tough, i have to study or i'll flunk it. And flunking form 6 doesnt really helps my future. =\. Oh well, better go to bed early and go to sch in the morning tmrw, on my hols! Cheers!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Once again i spent hours upon hours infront of the computer playing games. Looking back it seems like a complete waste of time however during that time it seems to be the right thing to do. okay, not right but what i wanted to do. The opportunity cost of gaming meant that i couldnt study. But then again i dont have any books. So i've used my time wisely?
After several hours of gaming, i had to go collect my specs from focus point in midvalley. Dragged my mom there and my bro came along. I drove there and while parking, i scratched the car.@@ i was blur and i still dont know why im blur. Dad's gonna screw me when he find's out. Better go find some lubricant pronto!! In focus point, mom made a commotion bout why she should pay the extra 100 for 'strengthening the lense'. Actually i myself dont see any use to that but i agreed anyway! I need to learn how to be more thrifty and worry bout parochial matters such as monetary handling. Anways, i still collected my specs. Cheers!
Went to MPH to get the necessary text books for school. But wth, such a big bookstore yet they only have limited books. I still have to get maths textbook. Btw did i tell u that my maths teacher is boring and lame? So i really need those books to get myself crunked up!
After several hours of gaming, i had to go collect my specs from focus point in midvalley. Dragged my mom there and my bro came along. I drove there and while parking, i scratched the car.@@ i was blur and i still dont know why im blur. Dad's gonna screw me when he find's out. Better go find some lubricant pronto!! In focus point, mom made a commotion bout why she should pay the extra 100 for 'strengthening the lense'. Actually i myself dont see any use to that but i agreed anyway! I need to learn how to be more thrifty and worry bout parochial matters such as monetary handling. Anways, i still collected my specs. Cheers!
Went to MPH to get the necessary text books for school. But wth, such a big bookstore yet they only have limited books. I still have to get maths textbook. Btw did i tell u that my maths teacher is boring and lame? So i really need those books to get myself crunked up!
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Went to midvalley today after school at 'round 12. Bought the tickets for DaVinci Code at 3.30 then went to play fusball. P.s. i know nuts bout fusball! Got my ass whooped left and right by danny and his friend isaac. GHEY ! Head on to the arcade after that and had a round of daytona and found myself some time to play time crisis 3. Friggin gun was heavy as hell and my arm was aching after that. I've turned into a girl !! T_T
Davinci code was nice! Altho they did deviate a little from the book but they still did put up a good show! Cheers!
Davinci code was nice! Altho they did deviate a little from the book but they still did put up a good show! Cheers!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
The teacher in charge of lower sixes came into the class today and started weeding out those with low qualifications. About 10 was sent to other classes excluding those tranfering away. Few of my friends were sent to L6BM. Somehow my name got lost in her list of 'weeds'. I guess i should thank my lucky stars. It would seem there wouldn't be anymore class changing or tranferings from now on.... I hope!
Half wat thru school i was asked if i wanted to go for a talk on medicine in Pusat sains negara. I went. It was not bad altho he was just telling me again of what i already know. Dr. Jeyathesan or smth, couldnt really remember. The Q&A session was crappy. Lol, every1 was shy and just sat there for the 1st few minutes. But then few teachers started and the other students seems propelled to ask. Ironic =\. We went back to school at around 12.30. Damn i had gastric pains.
When i reach school the pain of so acute that i had to just lie on the table. Jiun kei gave me a table which was supposed to ease the pain. It didnt do that instead, it increased the pain 2 folds. So out of desperation i had to head to the toilet and do my business. It wasn't very nice and 4 minutes in, my legs started to ache and shiver. Goddamn squat cubicles!! I went home at 'round 1.30 and continued to finish off what i started.
After so much bustling activities, i just feel asleep on the sofa throughout the whole afternoon.
Half wat thru school i was asked if i wanted to go for a talk on medicine in Pusat sains negara. I went. It was not bad altho he was just telling me again of what i already know. Dr. Jeyathesan or smth, couldnt really remember. The Q&A session was crappy. Lol, every1 was shy and just sat there for the 1st few minutes. But then few teachers started and the other students seems propelled to ask. Ironic =\. We went back to school at around 12.30. Damn i had gastric pains.
When i reach school the pain of so acute that i had to just lie on the table. Jiun kei gave me a table which was supposed to ease the pain. It didnt do that instead, it increased the pain 2 folds. So out of desperation i had to head to the toilet and do my business. It wasn't very nice and 4 minutes in, my legs started to ache and shiver. Goddamn squat cubicles!! I went home at 'round 1.30 and continued to finish off what i started.
After so much bustling activities, i just feel asleep on the sofa throughout the whole afternoon.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
We finally got settle into our respective classes with my class having 40 students. Alot by form 6 standards. So since me and my friends got into class late, we got shoved to the back row. Luckily i found a place directly udner the fan. There wasnt any lesson except for physics and well, it's really nice knowing that u'll prolly FAIL if u dont start churning up ur brainworks starting rite now. Before that we had an election for class monitor. Blardy bastards played favourtism so my friend, danny lost by 2 votes. Blardy cheaters! And the girls didnt vote even though i told them to! Guess they are just shy =\.
Had a conversation with my dad again over dinner. Had been hearing the same thing for the past few days. I qoute "you really wanan do science? why dont u go to arts? People who are smarter than you are going to arts." " You really wanna do science?" I got bored of hearing that since i've already made up my mind and am not planning of changing it. So i told my dad that i dont wanna talk bout it anymore and that i've made up my mind. He accepted it i guess, altho a bit late! I just hope that he will stop asking me to go to arts and respect my decision.
Had a conversation with my dad again over dinner. Had been hearing the same thing for the past few days. I qoute "you really wanan do science? why dont u go to arts? People who are smarter than you are going to arts." " You really wanna do science?" I got bored of hearing that since i've already made up my mind and am not planning of changing it. So i told my dad that i dont wanna talk bout it anymore and that i've made up my mind. He accepted it i guess, altho a bit late! I just hope that he will stop asking me to go to arts and respect my decision.
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