With a heavy head and sore limbs i started my holidays. Somehow i fell sick w/o knowing what caused it. So i was feeling torpid the whole weekend and lazed on the couch. I even lost the enthusiasm to play game. Then came word about chem classes on monday and tuesday at 8 - 10 ! It's my blardy hols, dont take it away! But what the heck, form 6 is tough, i have to study or i'll flunk it. And flunking form 6 doesnt really helps my future. =\. Oh well, better go to bed early and go to sch in the morning tmrw, on my hols! Cheers!

Once again i spent hours upon hours infront of the computer playing games. Looking back it seems like a complete waste of time however during that time it seems to be the right thing to do. okay, not right but what i wanted to do. The opportunity cost of gaming meant that i couldnt study. But then again i dont have any books. So i've used my time wisely?

After several hours of gaming, i had to go collect my specs from focus point in midvalley. Dragged my mom there and my bro came along. I drove there and while parking, i scratched the car.@@ i was blur and i still dont know why im blur. Dad's gonna screw me when he find's out. Better go find some lubricant pronto!! In focus point, mom made a commotion bout why she should pay the extra 100 for 'strengthening the lense'. Actually i myself dont see any use to that but i agreed anyway! I need to learn how to be more thrifty and worry bout parochial matters such as monetary handling. Anways, i still collected my specs. Cheers!

Went to MPH to get the necessary text books for school. But wth, such a big bookstore yet they only have limited books. I still have to get maths textbook. Btw did i tell u that my maths teacher is boring and lame? So i really need those books to get myself crunked up!

Went to midvalley today after school at 'round 12. Bought the tickets for DaVinci Code at 3.30 then went to play fusball. P.s. i know nuts bout fusball! Got my ass whooped left and right by danny and his friend isaac. GHEY ! Head on to the arcade after that and had a round of daytona and found myself some time to play time crisis 3. Friggin gun was heavy as hell and my arm was aching after that. I've turned into a girl !! T_T

Davinci code was nice! Altho they did deviate a little from the book but they still did put up a good show! Cheers!

The teacher in charge of lower sixes came into the class today and started weeding out those with low qualifications. About 10 was sent to other classes excluding those tranfering away. Few of my friends were sent to L6BM. Somehow my name got lost in her list of 'weeds'. I guess i should thank my lucky stars. It would seem there wouldn't be anymore class changing or tranferings from now on.... I hope!

Half wat thru school i was asked if i wanted to go for a talk on medicine in Pusat sains negara. I went. It was not bad altho he was just telling me again of what i already know. Dr. Jeyathesan or smth, couldnt really remember. The Q&A session was crappy. Lol, every1 was shy and just sat there for the 1st few minutes. But then few teachers started and the other students seems propelled to ask. Ironic =\. We went back to school at around 12.30. Damn i had gastric pains.

When i reach school the pain of so acute that i had to just lie on the table. Jiun kei gave me a table which was supposed to ease the pain. It didnt do that instead, it increased the pain 2 folds. So out of desperation i had to head to the toilet and do my business. It wasn't very nice and 4 minutes in, my legs started to ache and shiver. Goddamn squat cubicles!! I went home at 'round 1.30 and continued to finish off what i started.

After so much bustling activities, i just feel asleep on the sofa throughout the whole afternoon.

We finally got settle into our respective classes with my class having 40 students. Alot by form 6 standards. So since me and my friends got into class late, we got shoved to the back row. Luckily i found a place directly udner the fan. There wasnt any lesson except for physics and well, it's really nice knowing that u'll prolly FAIL if u dont start churning up ur brainworks starting rite now. Before that we had an election for class monitor. Blardy bastards played favourtism so my friend, danny lost by 2 votes. Blardy cheaters! And the girls didnt vote even though i told them to! Guess they are just shy =\.

Had a conversation with my dad again over dinner. Had been hearing the same thing for the past few days. I qoute "you really wanan do science? why dont u go to arts? People who are smarter than you are going to arts." " You really wanna do science?" I got bored of hearing that since i've already made up my mind and am not planning of changing it. So i told my dad that i dont wanna talk bout it anymore and that i've made up my mind. He accepted it i guess, altho a bit late! I just hope that he will stop asking me to go to arts and respect my decision.

The 1st day of schools was mundane and boring. People whom i've never met after school ended for the pass 6 months came back ( to my dismay ). It's not that i dislike them or smth, it's just that i and them dont actually click. So i guess i'll just have to stick to my ole' scout buddies, or make new friends. The day was taken up by filling forms after forms after forms. Which btw, forms that i've filled in many times since form 4. How can they run a school when they can't even keep proper records of student profiles? Maybe they just dont care and prefer to waste quality time photostating those forms and making us fill it over and over again. And whadda know? it's already 1 and we can leave this boring safe haven!!

After sch i had to drive the car to the mechanic to get the inspection light take off. What an esay process just take a device plug it into one of those holes in the engine and turn on the car *note turn on, not start* and voila, it's gone. After that i went to meet up with a friend who came down from ipoh for 2 days. It's been awhile since i last saw her so it was a pleasant visit. We went and watch poseidon with her 2 sisters in midvalley. It's quite good a movie, enough action and suspense to keep one awake.
After the movie i was treated to the new Mcdonalds flavour blast ice-cream. It's not bad, but there's nthg special bout it either altho they charge 2 bucks for it. RIP OFF !!! By the time we finished our ice-cream they had to leave and we went our separate ways. Good bye and i wonder when i'll see her again.

It's been a month since i last blogged. Guess the lazy me had taken over my body. But no more! im back and anew !! RAWR

BOREDOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ragging in school has been a hot topic for the year 2005 kicking off with the murder of a full boarding school student over a kettle and some events happening elsewhere. There was also a case in V.I. where a few form 5's were caught 'ragging' a form 3 kid over some matter. So WHY cant the students of an all boys school commit ragging? Im not saying as if 5 people gang up on 1 singluar student nor am i saying that they r allowed to rag until bruises are seen. I believe that a little ragging here and there in an all boys school will do no harm. It is what makes us boys....we dont have a vagina for god's sake. Boys these days are heavily protected needless to say pampered by their parents. They constantly build a protective shield around their child filtering and blocking 'bad' things. So when their son complains that they got ragged in an all boys school, they rush to the school and complain. And the school who btw doesnt have any balls ( nor does the school admins have any) bows down to the parents and created a no rag rule and anyone who is caught committing ragging will be severely punished. I believe they r wrong. Boys should be allowed to be boys nor nurtured to become lady like.

Just my 2 cents
cretin-01

Ambitions

My ambitions to become a doctor has brought me much scorn. I might not have performed well for my spm but that doesnt write a stamp saying that i wont be able to get into medicine. Why iszit that people become so pessimistic and bias of our success and failures? We are but only humans and humans make mistakes. Initially my parents gave me their support but it seems that they are beginning to change their mind tho slowly but surely. They are always trying to make sure that i really really wanted to go into medicine. They would ask if i wanted to become a doctor for the money or for the pride. WTF is this, are these all there is to it? Why cant i do smth which i want and things i know i will enjoy? My ambitions are mine alone and no one can change that. I would prefer for them to give their full support or just dont say anything at all. I no longer need advice and nags on this matter as i've already amde up my mind. I just hope that they see things the way i do and give me their support. God bless.

PLATONIC........NOT?
Platonic relationships between 2 different sexes does not exist!! I've heard this many times, seen it in newspapers and my friends have talked about it. But is it really true ? Can a guy and a girl not maintain a friendship that is pure? I believe that it can happen. However past experiences are saying otherwise. Seems to me that somehow, sometime feelings would just start to creep in and take over. Some can surpress these feelings but many stumble and fall. Is it really possible for them to have a plain relationship w/o sex or even thinking of it? It's hard, but it sure int impossible. Now im not really sure of myself, if you woul've shot me this question a few years back i'll say yea sure they can !! Now, however i'll just stick to MAYBE.

(No Thanks, i will stick to my VIRGIN and PLATONIC)

Confident? Dont think so!

Gaining ur parents confidence is a drag. You have to do loads just to increase their confidence in u by a mere 1%. Okaay okay, maybe i exaggerated a little. Different families tend to have different results. Some parents have immense confidence in their child and some just seem to lost theirs in the void or smth.
So i passed and driving test about a month ago and received my license few days after that. I was hoping i can drive around ALONE and go out with my friends. But NOoooooooooooo, it seems that i have not passed my PARENTS DRIVING TEST!!!!! I was forced to drive around with my dad sitting in the passenger sit screaming, yelling and scolding me as i was driving. I dont have a choice. Either i go thru it or i dont drive until i can afford my own car. It has already been a month and i pray that my parents have gained enough confidence in me to start letting me drive alone!!!!!!!!!

SICK!!!

Arghh!!! I always had the impression that i will never fall sick. Now i know im wrong! have been down with flu, cold and cough for the past 4 days. The cough been getting worse recently and now it my gut hurts everytime i cough. I guess im gonna cough myself to death!! So this got me thinking, life is indeed FRAGILE and we gotta do what we wanna do today. Not tomorrow or the day after. My dad used to tell me this " Do what u have to do today because tomorrow is another day!" So why hide under ur cocoon and fear of what might? or what if? OR putting urself down by saying "I can't do it, It wont work out, bla bla bla" Come on, you'll NEVER know if u NEVER try! ! NEVER degrade yourself too low nor should u ever put ur ass up on ur head. So get out there and TRY!! If u think that u're gonna fail before u attempt to do something, u have already failed 50%. However, if u're full of confidence and have a winners mentality, u've won 50% before even beginning. Be confident and be strong and always TRY !!!!!!

A's ARENT THAT IMPORTANT

Posted on newspaper front page were scholars getting 15A1's, 14A1'a and bla bla bla. So they scored ALOT of A's. Good for them. But does it really matter getting all these A's? Or are we getting 'em just to impress people? 10A1'a alrite. BUT 15?? OMFG, FUCKIN' NERDS!!! Going to school isnt all 'bout getting the A's, no, im not saying A's arent important. It is! What i'm saying is, going to study is about gaining knowledge and being able to apply it in life when u need to. U can get 20A1's but if u're an idiot in the street u're screwed. My dad used to tell me " u can be intelligent, but u blardy hell better be smart" [P.s. modified for effect :)].

You dont have to get so many A's to prove that u're intelligent, enjoy life while studying. Im sure those nerds scoring 14A's above studied to their grave. And for what? A slip of paper signifying that you have done a fantastic job getting an alphabet A? Well, Braaaavo!! "All work and no play makes jack a dull boy" Thus fellow students, do not be bogged down by the tendency to score A's. It's best to differentiate play time and study time. Good luck and always remember that scoring A's is NOT as important as u think it is!! God bless u~

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Cretin-01

[ From left: Chris, vivek, Danny, Lik sheng, Keong Yuan, David, Nick, Anand, Logann, Jeremiah, Ganesan ]
Other people have friends, good friends, and best friends. I have 10' brothers' whom i look to alot. Together, we've been through the best of times and the worst of times. I gotten to know them thru scouts where i was just a newbie and our bond grew from there. The unity forged between the 11 of us is as strong as steel never to be broken. My 'brothers', i hope that we will always remain in each other's wake and support each other. and do always remember that we are but Second To None. Long live Seniors '05 !!!! =D

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SPM results were out on monday and there've been too much hip and excitement about what we are gonna get. I for one was scared as hell and didnt really managed to hide it. Feeling of dread and fear took over while i was waiting for my results. My friedns were around me giving support but what the fuck, they all did well. So it would be embarassing for me not to score coz however u deny it, we like to compare. It's only human to be doing it. So i managed to get 7A's. Better than a few, worse than many. Thank god for i didnt do badly!!!!