~CONVO~

Bro's convo was on last thursday and i had to skip tuition for it. We coudlnt get in at least thats what we were told but it proved otherwise. IF we went a lil earlier, we would've gotten in with our parents. We being me, my sis and her bf.

These are the pics.

Since being in malaysia means everything official's gotta be in bm!

Mom did her hair the nite b4, colour and trimmed. P.s: Sis is wearing a RM 3 slipper!

Dad n bro ~ about the same size.

Mom n bro.

Us kids!

Notice how mature i look holding the booklet.

Group pic!

Bro n his 3 girlfriends. *ahem* best friends.

So that's all that im uploading for that day. Didnt take many pics coz it was scorching hot n the fats inside my dad tummy seems to be burning him inside out forcing us to leave early.

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I was hired today.. no wait, i wasnt paid, Forced to become a photographer for my bro who set up a date with my aunties and grandma to take pics. Yes, he's very proud of himself.

Pretty isnt she? almost 90!

Dashing..her i mean, not him!

She was unwilling to wear the cap n put up quite a fight..

"Tua Yee" Eldest aunt!

'Mor Yee'

Grandma! A fellow dragon with 2 of her great grandchildren.

'Ber yee"

Picture unperfect.. im not in it!!

Without the kids. Still unperfect!

Seemingly fat as ever!

"Mor yee with the scholar cap"

I just had to!!!

All smiles!


Grandma!!! Looking good!

I cam-whored. Sue me!

'Tai Yee' My bro's nanny when he was young!

Very much like his 2nd mom!

Grandma with the scholar cap!! XD

Just about rite!

Cousin brendan.

Okay.. time for candid pics!

Got whacked becoz of this pic.


Dreaming.... bout smth.

Listening to my bro while semi-posing.

Got whacked becoz of this too.


Gotta be The Best picture of The Day!! AND FINALLY ONE WITH ME IN IT!!!

In fact he was so proud of it that he PURPOSELU bought a new IXUS 75 7.1 mp to take pics! Roughly bout 1.2k? WTF!!! and he was so arrogant that;

Bro : So, when will we be going for YOUR convo?

Wait, r u gonna hv 1?

All i could do was stare n hope my eyes shoot out laser and a pair of holes into his skull!!!

Grandma's

A visit to my grandma's is always smth. What? i do not really know but there is smth to it. My grandma's 79 and diabetic. She isnt mobile enough and she has dwindling memory. Faces of her children might or might not be recalled but she has a temper like that of any woman. Nevertheless, she is alert sometimes and her replies are often funny. Maybe it's becoz the way her children - aunts n uncles - pancing her to talk and to respond to their question! All i do is just sit and listen to em. XD

My great grandma is 90..smth and she's terribly alert with good memory. Heck, the 1st thing she did when she came into the living room - where we all sat-

she : eh, le si wooi hong ar?
me : *Flashes the perfect smile*
she : A ni tua han liao!
me : ah, si lo.

She listens to our conversation more like the older gens but... yea she listen and she joins whenever she has things to say. Which is good!! She aint one of those who would whine bout her pain and just let the gloom take over it. I rmbr a few years back b4 she fell, she would do gardening... At 80 over years old she takes strolls around the house. Grandma's house is kinda big so... =S

Laughing buddha in my grandma's house. For no reason i tried making the same facial expression but i'll just burst out in laughter...at myself! Then i'll pat his head. XD

Being 'Small'.. i can rite?

I think it's easier sometimes to try to not care bout certain matters. Saves us from a whole lot of trouble and worries or needless thoughts.

I also think that it's easier said than done, well actually it's already proven but we're talking bout my thoughts now so... Anyway, i tried not to think bout it or to even feel anything bout it but the fact is i cant. It's like a boomerang that just keeps coming back; no matter how hard i throw it, i swivels right back and hit me in my face.

Okay, maybe im being a 'small' man but what the heck, i don't always hv to be the 'bigger' man? Dont what i think or feel count for smth? Hmmm, i dont think it does.

Things would've been much easier if i could just not care.

Thank you for making me feel like shit.... again.

Unable to decipher due to being blur! =\

What the Fuck Ever!

Money from the sky?

After dinner conversation:

(In cantonese)

Dad : It's so apparent, when there's good business these buggers come n help their parents out. When there's none, u dont even see them.

Me: =.=
starts talking

Of coz rite, if there's no business they wouldnt even need their childrens help.

Sis : Got, keeps the flies away.
Mom : No, they can help collect money.
Me : Yea, no business quite got money coming in rite. Maybe from the sky?

ZzzZzzZz...

I need a pair!

Bro's hving his convo soon, on the 16th in fact. So he had to collect his 'gown' today. If 'gown' is the correct word to describe the uniform scholars wore to collect their certs and stuff.

Hold up, i think i used the wrong word... scholars? My bro aint no scholar!!!

So we went to ukm after lunch and mid-way thru dad n bro started arguing about the smart tag and somehow or another it got related to life and why being straight as a railway track is back when u're working. I was too lazy to partake altho i hv quite alot to add. Instead, i reclined my chair and fell asleep.

I dont know why, but falling asleep in the car is easier for me than sleeping on my bed. At least, i'll dose off right away if the temp and the seats comfy enough which leather seats made sure it is.

Okay, ukm is big. period. Ukm also doesnt hv any working vending machines! So what do u do when u're out of water and ur throats drying up like the sahara dessert?

xx: u hallucinate bout a oasis!

We went shopping afters which was...boring. We stumbled across a jusco shopping mall in the middle of nowhere. At least it seems to be. But apparently the sign shows, Jusco Cheras Selatan. Hooookay... rite!

A few teapots and several bedsheets and water tumblers. Throw in a flask or 2 and the bill came up to about.... 700 ringgit?

WTF???
700 ringgit for so lil stuff!! None of which belongs to me!!! Mom reminded me that i need a pair of slippers...badly! I think i'll pay quiksilver a visit soon. Amex is applicable! Or maybe i might suddenly be feeling a lil thrifty and opt for some pasar malam slippers instead. Who knows?

Chi Xin!

Shen Jing Bing!!

Been getting this alot lately

Dont eff the pun

It seems to me that i've been kinda lax with my updates. I've got no idea why but im getting lazier by the day becoz of that eventho i hv things to share, i dont.

Scout den just got burnt and it was more to human error than an accidentally turn of fate. The most probable cause would be a short-circuit of the wires which... well it's kinda self-explanatory rite?

We just left mv when chris called with the news and we vroom-ed there in aaron's kenari rightaway. Chris was s'pose to come but apparently danny's kelisa wouldnt start! Loser!
Okay, my photoshopping skill sucks!!

But anyway, frnakly i think both kelisa and kenari sucks!!!! Perodua sucks donkey d!ck but then again, i should be careful, later kereta tukar-menukar comes after me with Peroduabots and the Optimus Kancil!

So scouts dent burnt! The year we retire it get's burnt. Aint that a pleasant farewell? Or maybe it's a sign that say scouting ends with us! Wooot, god's with us!

And talking bout gods, i think i'm becoming more and more racist and im afraid Allah or Jesus might come after me for stuff that u blurted out. *all in good humour* AND Please, i get u zealots out there to spare me and my red beamer if u see it somewhere!! My intentions are pure!! No jihads or crusades or w/e!!!

I found out recently while browsing through military history that Muhammad the prophet was a general. Anyway after reading it, i came to a conclusion that in modern times(e.g. now) we'll just call him a terrorist for the tactics they use. Read! All in all, he was a great general according to the article and that his 'insurgency' was the impetus that enable the arabian armies to conquer the byzantines and persia. The 1st time armies were fought for religion rather than personal greed/craziness. All hail islam!

Long live Osama!

The westerners by then couldnt hide in anothers shadow could they? So pop came the crusades with their heavenly armies and ... -i've forgotten what they call themselves but it was sure smth holy- Anyway, xtians and muslims continue to fight till, well today. But at present times, it's most done by over-pious and ppl stupefied by the propagandic crap that is spread around by extremist and terrorist gorups. Sometimes i wonder why intelligent ppl are fooled by it. Maybe they arent that intelligent after all!

All u need to know bout jihad!


ZzzzZzZz, i think we need a fix to the education system.

*P/s : No intentions to insult or anything along those lines. Take it all in good faith (dont eff the pun plz) and i apologize if i offended any1.. but then again, i dont really care.

Dumbass

A road sidebomb planted underneath a body. Killed some officials.

The war waging to the north of our country is growing worse. I read bout it recently on the TIMES mag that these muslim militias are ruthlessly targeting teachers and school go-ers. Heck, they even resort to razing school buildings to spread their propaganda.

It seems that torching government schools – teaching malay curriculum- will force the muslims to transfer their children into private islamic schools. Needless to say this is just another form of ethnic cleansing as the teachers targeted are mainly Buddhist.

This isnt the real pic of the razing of the schools. To give an idea~

The insurgents are fighting for a long lost state that goes by the name pattani
annexed by siam in the last century. Look here, pattani is long gone yet they are waging war in trying to reinstall that state as a legit state which anyhow will not be recognized by any other country in the world which pops the question on how will they be able to sustain without an economy n without trade? Do I need that add that those living in the south of Thailand are the poorest of the lot and are mostly farmers or labourers? Good luck in trying to establish a ‘country’.

But then again, these fools might be mind-boggled by their own propagandist which spreads fake info and disillusions the rest. Heck, how else can u explain dumbasses fighting a state that don’t even exist anymore? Oh wait, they ARE dumbasses to begin with so feed em anything and they’ll gobble it like a baby.

These sch kids couldnt even hv a sports day for it's too inviting a target for insurgents

IT’s STUPID and dumb and their killing innocents lives! I hope these bastards would get some education and grow up? Maybe clear their head of misinformation fed to them for so many years. It’s the time to realize that it’s better to live in harmony than to wage war for smth so…………. Non-existant? I think the root of their stupidity is becoz of their fanatic obsession of an islamic country that is long gone. Wtf?

Oh, i forgot to add that these insurgents sometimes not only kill their victims, but also mutilate the bodies. Furthermore, they have been numerous execution style killings done infront of SCHOOL KIDS.

Muet

MUET results were out on monday but all the hype about receiving ur results via sms was circulating by saturday nite. At least, that was when i was told that we can actually do that, who knows when it all started.

According to stats, a mere 176 received band 6 while 2000 over students scored a band 5.

And what did i get?

A band 5!!!

4 pts shy but that's not as bad as chris or ying ling who both scored 258. Just 2 eff-ing pts away. We were all targeted band 6 ppl. No, im not being arrogant or w/e u're thinking, if u've spoken or seen our works u'll be as surprised as this baby that we received a band 5.

WTF?

And what's worse, some guy in BM class with a mouth as big as the monsoon drain and voice that is so 'cant-find-the-word' scored 257. That a$$ beat me by 1 pt and he dont even look like he can speak proper english. Hmmm, maybe he can but his voice is quite-the-sickening so i dont actually pay attention to what he says.

So ying ling flunked her comprehension - she's the best in our sch for listening n speaking and one of the best writers in the nation ( Plz notice my envy!) and it was just hoorrriggible that she did so badly for her comprehension. Chris' problem was his...... speaking i think =.=.

And for me, the thing i was best at screwed me up till i even forgot where's timbuktu. Altho i knew my essay was shit, after i wrote it i knew it was down the drain. But i didnt expect it go so badly. Furthermore, my speaking was...shit and i..... dont even know what's wrong with my speech!

Ying ling cried and im sure chris feels like shit coz i feel terrible. But we dont show it, we are good at not-showing-how-shitty-we-feel. Lol. I guess the only reason that it hurts so bad is becoz we know we deserved better. No, we dont deserve, we ARE band 6.

But then again, maybe we're not.. at least our result slip says we're not. And im definitely not band 6 when that big-mouthed guy can beat me by 1 eff-ing mark. PISS THE HELL OFF MAN!!!

*I hv lots of things to rant bout but i rather keep my mouth shut* =)

update-less

Will update as soon as i hv the time. sorry

Lifeline

I woke up today....-just- with a feeling of restlessness & a lil despair clouding over me. Th.ings seem to be rather gloomy and bleak. It also became mundane and boring as if a giant suction machine just inhaled all the excitement out of it.

I kicked myself into the shower. Maybe the hot, strong gush of water hitting my face will clear my mind of matters, parochial, perennial or whatever. It didnt! Thoughts were flying in from everywhere and every drop of water hitting me seems to carry with it some weird idea or thought.

It all came to naught. By the time i changed in tomy sch u, it all disappeared and i was only dreading sch.

Somehow or another, the urge to just blog in the morning seems paramount to anything else.

Queer

07-07-07

07-07-07, comes once in a lifetime. But so are many others things in life, they come only once and if u're lucky to chance upon it. However, most of it are oblivious to it and they just miss out.

Live earth 2007, a concert to promote awareness towards the environment. How much impact does it really hv on us? Are those present really affect and in tune with the message being sent? Or are they just present for the song n 'partying'??

Nevertheless, let's take it that most of us learnt much from it, will we ever do anything bout it? Do we not care more bout the comfort of our homes, fully equipped with swimming pools n air conditioning running 24 hrs a day? Or our cars, carelessly driven here, there and everywhere! Distances which could be conquered by foot or public transport is forsaken for our cars.

We always think that we are only 1 person of millions so what we as a singular unit does hv no effect on the larger population. So u might think that for e.g. 99 out of a 100 is throwing garbage about, so what impact might I, as ONE out a 100 ( 0.01%) hv if i recycle my garbage?

Helen keller's proverb : ' I am only one person and is unable to do everything. But i can do smth. And becoz i am unable to do everything, i will not stop myself from doing that smth which i can.'

* i think it runs smth like that....*

SO our living earth might not be living much longer if we continue with our current trend. I think we all need a hard slap on our faces to wake us up to the reality that mother nature is just like any other woman; she's unpredictable, wrathful n most of all revengeful! And we need to do our best to keep her temperate and preventing her from venting her anger on us

*note: hurricanes, tsunami's, earthquakes... *

We all hv a part to play in this world and it's a role we must play. But im just gonna put it off a lil while longer since well, i have billions of other ppl doing the same. XD


Apparently mine was wrong....
Corrected from Ying : i am only one,but still i am one.I cannot do everything but still i can do something,and because i cannot do everything,i will not refuse to do that something that i can do."

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why

It's funny that u seem to think that im always busy doing this doing that. Maybe i am, maybe im not but U need to know that even if i was, i would stop everything and let it all go for u becoz there's nthg more important than u.





u also seem to always hv the mindset that u're disturbing me and i really dunno why. U r never a disturbance... never!

Kuli

Renovation has taken long enough to reach 90% status. We hv finally reached the milestone of polishing the marble floor. But b4 they could begin, we have to move everything in the hall to the kitchen or upstairs, which wasnt really easy seeing that we hv so much clutter lying about.

This is my comp table, but u dont see my com.... just lots documents and books.

Coz my com is here, just opposite my comp table covered with dust and dirt waiting to be transported upstairs.

The table next to it... just as eff-ing messy. Most of the books belongs to me and u can spot chai chai's snacks lying atop the meds. Filling up his tummy is way much more important than filling mine!

This is the After pic. Chucked the table outside and it broke into half mid-way thru. Guess i need a new table. =\

My fridge was situated beside the table that was next to my ex-com table. We had a minor argument of wether the fridge has wheels or not but no1 was willing enough to stoop down to check. So, we what-the-heck and dragged it into the kitchen not caring if indeed it had any rollers.

And this is where it's contents lie.

After : fridge miraculously turned into a donald duck knitting done by my auntie a few years back. No, many many years back.

This is my treadmill and behind it is the massage chair. Moved to the kitchen with help from the guy who's showing off his flabby stomach in boxers. Psst, fatty arms too!

After : Moved to the Eff-ing kitchen!

See the chair? We had a dining table there acting like a table-for-the-living-room. It's gone now the 1st thing we chucked into the kitchen!!

The mini hall upstairs.

After : Mini comp hall. I found the scanner lying about in a box somewhere. Thought i lost it ages ago. And infront of it is the mahjong & ramy set..... no idea why it's there. ~ Nice wallpaper!~

Part of my kitchen b4 the move.

My grandma enjoys ordering us around like the captain of a platoon, but too bad, we dont listen to her much.

This is the aftermath. Treadmill next to 2nd fridge, my maggi cupboard is hidden behind the massage chair which is hidden underneath some white cloth and i seem to hv lost my grandma. Bummer.

So they polished the floor today (03/07) and it's so shiny and smooth. So smooth that chai chai's had trouble running about, seemingly to slip n almost fall if he runs too fast. He's fat!! like his dad! No wait, like my dad! =S w/e... the lines of his dad/ my dad are blurred anyway.

Cause = ego

Whoosh, our campfire’s kindled, our ten laws growing brightly…… u can only hear the emcee singing. The crowd was as dead as roadkill and I guess it was expected. The audience we all know came only for one thing, Rescue Act and nthg more. Not the sketch, not the dance, not the gadget and definitely not for the refreshments.

Prep began the week after carnival…. Which aint much actually, only 2 weeks to get everything done that usually needed a month. Sketch was alrite except for the crappy sound system which we paid 1800 for. Dance was okay, last minute grilling by danny worked a lil. RA was….disappointing to say the least. Stunts went badly and….. it sucked, need not say more.

This yrs failure is due to the ego and arrogance of both the form 5’s and the form 6’s. The form 5 for not asking for help and we form 6’s refusing to help w/o them asking for it. It’s actually fine if things were settled when we ask bout the progress. But it’s not when they say sketch is complete while we very well know they hv only completed 4 outta 7 scenes. Come on, the PL in charge of sketch is our bro’s younger bro. How the eff u dare lie to us infront of our faces.

Alas, there’s nthg we can do bout it. Campfire sucked and it sucked big time. Imagine being served ONE nugger, ONE fish ball and ONE curry puff for ur meal. Pwetty good eh?

Thank goodness it’s over now and I know there’s no point for me to bitch bout it now but I hv to rant out my disappointment somewhere. If only we did more eh? How much difference will we make? Batch of ’05 with the Best Campfire organized ever! If only……

My troop tag is an integral part of my uniform without which it is incomplete. It is a symbol of my loyalty and that i hold myself responsible for the things i do.

A white rose signifies "heavenly", which could mean many many things..... but surely only those which are good nad pure.

Return!

WHAT a sight!! My red bm sitting infront of my house. Thank god for it's reappearance!! Hopefully she aint as temperamental as b4!

The case of the missing red-bmer

We wont be seeing the old-red-bmer in sch for a lil while. She’ll be in the workshop undergoing some repairs to her engine. Her water broke and she wasn’t retaining any liquid no matter how hard I pumped it into her.

I think that actually made her temperamental and she boils over rather quickly. I think it seems that no matter what I do, no matter how much water I fill, she just boils up anyway.

Im praying that it’s just the hose that’s broken and no serious dmg is done to the engine otherwise, im eff-ed!!! Besides, im in need of a car to get about!

cross country

Cross country was a b*tch! My leg’s hurting as a result of it and im walking like a duck…. A lil. I know im not a long distance runner but that didn’t stop me from bragging that I can win this. FAR FAR from it.

I was running alongside chris and it was all good till we reach the 1st incline. Chris was still full of stamina and energy and speeded away from my sight within minutes. I resorted to walking up the slope.

It was all walking + running after that. My ankle was hurting and the stamina seems to hv just disappeared. I actually thought it was longer but it ended earlier than expected. Oh wells, 34. I think it was the same number I got last year for merentas desa. WTF?

Next update

The next up n coming post will be bout the carnival which i will compose during the weekend! Hopefully it'll be.......... interesting to say the least.

Chew my ass.... [Again plz]

So i told my parents that open day is comin up. How rather foolish of me. A quick backlash soon ensured and it came to a point where my parents + my bro were gonna attend it.

I offered, rather weakly that the comments from all the teachers are gonna be the same.

"Either he's not in class or when he is, he's just plain noisy"
Altho i would say i've been rather quiet compared to before.

Anyway, it's always during dinner that we (as in the whole family) would argue bout my academic future. Sometimes i get some back up, sometimes it's all against me. Nevertheless, it seems that my dad is rather set on putting me down whenever he has the chance too. All the better, it's just extra motivation!!!

Failing 2-3 out of 5 subs isnt really convincing i know. But i've been very busy with limited time to revise for the mid-term. Nevertheless, this ass-chewing was already expected but the frequency of it was unpredicted. XD All in all, i know what needs to be done, im just not doing it yet!

But then again, according to my mom, "U always say u know what to do but i NEVER see u do whatever it is that u say u know!"

Crap.....

Thank You

I wouldnt say that my problem aint urs, but i would plead that you do not make my problem into one of urs. All that u should do is be assured that i will find a solution to the problem for there's always a solution to everything.

Outing with Teng

This post should've been updated ages ago but i didnt had the time nor the energy to do it. Was busy busy with carnival which i would say was a success. ( Will post bout it soon =] )

So i had an outing with my long time friend teng on the 7th which i think was a pre-celebration to her bday on the 9th. Sorry that i didnt get u any prezzie but.........

Anyway, she wanted to go to oishi for jap buffet but i wasnt really keen as friends hv told me that it aint that good for the amount u're paying. By the time we bought the tics to Pirates 3 ( Yes, we were the only losers who havent watch it yet!) we didnt hv the time to go for buffet.

So we were deciding on Chilis or Oh sushi! and i was blardy keen on Chilis but.... had to bow down to the wants of the girl who was blardy keen on hv jap food!

THE FOOD SUX!! IM NEVER GOING THERE AGAIN, EVER!

*pics r in random order*

*Oh, we made mv our cam-whoring place at about 12 after our movie. No1 was around so we made ourselves owner of the place.*



with me wanting to puke with another pic of teng's face, i went instead to taking a pic of our feet.




LG floor facing jusco with a few workers eye-ing our asses behind us. still managed to give her some bunny ears.

This is her, blowing the candles of the picture. Only shows how despo she is for a cake!
Would've gotten one but alas, im a lil only the slack side with this kinda things. XD

CRY GHOST!

I think we took this infront of my car when we're about to leave.
Note the amount of oil on our faces. ZzZzZz


Another one. Trying to act cute! =S



Teng stole this technique from her sis. Place the camera on the stand and set the timer.
Then run to the escalator and pose.


Same thing different pose. Notice the bored look, SHE BORES ME!!!!

She despo-ly wanted this pic to be taken. All becoz her camera is also LUMIX!


She tried climbing atop the trolleys but gravity isnt very kind to every1.


Well since she couldnt go up, she opted instead to pose standing.
Apparently my legs are disproportionate!




Teng : u look like a japanese without a nose.


This is her trying to act cute again. Failed miserably. I almost puked on my food! *next pic*


Just had to look away or else would've wasted my food. Took me 10 mins to recover
from my nause-ness.

Miss Not-Delicious-California-Hand-Roll

Hmmm, there should be another pic which i was forced to take becoz this pic made her look fat.
Check out the arms. ZzZz.


So i've known Teng for about 12 years now? And i appreciate her for being here all this while. She's leaving for her interview in hong kong soon and i wish her all the best and hopefully she'll get enrolled in. Good Luck!

Jogging at 2345

It was 2345 hrs and I was feeling a lil restless. I just spent 30 mins on the massage chair undergoing the therapy routine. It wasn’t very therapeutic! =.=.

So I treaded back and forth from my com to the living room for bout 5 mins thinking what I should do. I was feeling sampah as I know I should be revising but the mood just aint there. It’s never there to begin with but let’s put that aside for now.

Out of the blue, I just decided that I’ll run a lil. The rust was catching up on me anyway and it was high time for me to get rid of it. It was making me restless, lazy and weak. It had to go!

So pop I went on my treadmill and ran for 20 mins. Was pancit on the 16th min and could feel the needle piercing thru my lungs. Increased speed to 10 on the last 2 mins and it felt good.

A cold shower after completes the routine and I felt better. It felt good and tranquil. LOL, talk bout exaggeration – but it was really nice-.

Just got back from bak kut the at Jln Raja Laut and it was especially delicious today. And now im just waiting for my princess to reply my msg b4 I succumb into deep slumber. Cheers!

Water Lily

Courtesy of aaron liew siao xian who took the pic at kadorie farm and botanic garden.

Altho, i dont understand how the 2 places look exactly the same. =S

Firm wall

Passsed by a car that was parked too close to the wall for comfort. Couldnt really see what happened but had an itch that it rammed into the wall of the corner house.





So with time on our sides, my friend took a U-turn and passed the exact spot to check out what happened. Many cars with hazards light turned on leaving u thinking that this might be some malaysian teriyaki-boys congregration minus the music. I dont think china-bengs dig those kinda music.....





anyways, coming back, the VIOS did ram into the wall. It's hood was reduced to 3\4 of it's original length. Irony is, there wasnt a scratch on the wall. Hmmm, guess the contractors didnt 'tao kung kam lui' like our goverment contractors. Or else, the beautiful fountain behind it would be leaking water into the drain instead of flowing gracefully into the pond.




It's smth like that, i left out the car parked nearby and the ppl gathered. There were many of em. Prolly some gal mistaken the accelerator for the brake and slammed it right thru. Women drivers, tsk tsk!

And dont diss the artwork.... used a touchpad! Altho i know it looks crappy. XD

we_suck2 > whong

In the chat box it reads:
we_suck2: where u from?
whong: I know you?
ilgcyf: Yup

Apparently there's 2 of me playing dota at the same time. Talk bout meeting ur double! =\

ilgcyf : whong fei hung
whong : u go die

Vague familiar way of conversing... but contrastingly method of gaming as he sucks and he live in johor! And he swears like a chinaman. Yawn!

我是沉默玩具

变成了一个影　隐藏了自己　爱情困难呼吸　我是沉默玩具

执着对你无限期　模糊我自己　不愿升上白旗　输了你的游戏
你和他　对街拥抱　我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我　为什么一厢情愿的人　会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
爱上你　需要那真情意　收在日记里

寂寞天天不休息　让甜蜜全也忘记　幸福不再美丽　可是我会在意

执着对你无限期　模糊我自己　不愿升上白旗　输了你的游戏
你和他　对街拥抱　我看到
为什么爱上你的人是我　为什么一厢情愿的人　会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
爱上你　需要那真情意　收在日记里

为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
还是你　需要那真情意　真爱你的人会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人总是我
还是你　需要那真情意　收在日记里

Afraid

I think i like you too much.

..as charged

The feeling fills my heart further with his deafening silence. It would’ve been way better for it to come n go like the forsaken wind but he chose not to say a word, not even a glance and it has it desired effect.

I knew I was wrong the second I opened my eyes awaken to the harsh reality that what I had done is plainly wrong and no amount of excuse or twisting of the facts can change that. I am drowning and the silence is dragging me down faster than I can swim. It is awful.

Nevertheless, mistakes are made so that we learn not to repeat them. It might take a day or 2 but I’ll bounce rite back. It’s not that I don’t feel or is unable to comprehend things, it’s just that I have the tendency to thing our matters profusely for days and *bam* awakening.

Guilt fills my heart and im sorry for what I’ve caused.

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Quotable quotes from me, "If you god is great, you wouldn't be here in the 1st place!"

Talk bout killing 2 birds with one stone, u insult his very existence and u criticize his religion. Dont do it with over-zealous ppl tho, jihad might be waged.