Will be heading back only on the 3rd of jan due to foreseen circumstances.

Is knocked down and out by his cough and flu. No meds, no rest is not very smart.


I'm dying T.T

Wanna join my LAG party?

heng mao! heng mao! heng mao heng mao!

LAN party became a LAG party because my internet line could not support 4 pc's at a go. Ditinggal untuk mati is one hell of a game with high requirements but it feels worse than playing RA3 when it's lagging.

and RA3 suck balls..........bad

Loo, Danny and mou huang eventually started dissing my lappie till it crashed. Sensitive bitch i have here i see. Time for a change. Intergrated graphics is a big no-no. It's so useless it's like Bush with his presidency.

Next target : Hp pavillion.

Because ASUS and VAIO is way overpriced and only rich people pay more for the same product. ;-)

So we played left 4 dead for awhile, hearing 3 gunshots for every pressed and in the words of danny agreed upon by loo:

Example 1
danny: Wow for the first time i can see them cumming!
loo : Yar wei!

Example 2
danny: Lol, u can melee tank...
loo: im Dead! im Dead!


We finally left left 4 dead to rot in the lag and went to play dota which yours truly has not touched for many months.

Alas, because Asus sucks, loo went to salivate on my couch leaving the 3 of us to defend by ourselves. And defend we did, til 0630 this morning.

And so on boxing day where there should be more sales, im sitting at home zombie-ing away due to lack of sleep. Office calls started coming as early as 9.30 and just ceased for lunch.

Fucking chinamans dont know how to rest!!!!


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I confidently drove all the way to the petrol station to buy newspapers. I entered the mart and look around for the news stand.

Hmmm, it's missing.

Maybe they are hiding it.

So i asked the fat lady at the counter if there's a copy of The Star hiding under her clothes. She shook her hand and told me, " The start tarak, hari ini, semua surat khabar tarak"

It's boxing day man. It's boxing day.

Merry Xmas

Merry

Christmas

Everyone

!!!

B!tch.....

I lost my Gucci phone strap.

I'm Fucked.

I'm planning to buy another.

Are you a cow?

Sometimes i stare in amazement, sometimes in awe and sometimes, a feeling of sadness and pity fills my heart. These cows trudging slowly one behind another always following the pack. It's not like they don't have a choice, they do. But they still are only just cows.

Open your eyes the next time you visit the cinemas, i might just be describing you.

No i didnt say that just to spite you, deep inside you, you might just be a cow.

Okay, when everyone is exiting the cinema hall, just keep walking until you find yourself stuck in a human congestion. You look forward and you find out it because of the two-doored door ahead. It's opened on the LEFT and people trudge slowly through careful not to bang into other people and the door.

Now be honest, are you a COW?

I don't go to the cinemas very often but i've been seen my fair share of cows and every time, i stare at them in amazement, sometimes in awe and wonder and sometimes pity. i cant blame them, they're just being who they really are. Drones no wait, COWS... who cannot think for themselves and just follow the majority blindly leaving the right side which can be opened and thus easing the movement, untouched solely because it LOOKED like it's lock.

It's called the 'Herd Mentality', where people refuse to think and just follow the majority. I dont understand really. God gave you a brain yet you seem to prove that it does not exist in you. Oh wait, atheist might disagree. Okay okay, your monkey ancestors gave you a brain but you chose to have peanuts instead! Why? WHY????

I can't bring myself to call these people stupid because you who is reading might just be like one of those.

But then again they arent being stupid or doing it on purpose, they are just being who they really are.

I forgot to mention that im not saying EVEYRONE is like that, it's just that 90% of society is. Cheers to fellow 10% who arent acting like COWS!

Amen!
Allahu Akhbar!
Amitabha!

Stupidity transcends religion.

I'm so fucking pissed. Why is it always like that?

愛在記憶中找你 - Drive of life OST

我情愿我狠心憎你
我還在記憶中找你

愛(oi) 在(joi) 記(gei) 憶(yik) 中(jung) 找(jaau) 你(nei) [The Drive of Life sub] - Raymond Lam

我(ngoh) 對(dui) 你(nei) 　 這(je) 一(yat) 生(sang) 　 哪(na) 個(goh) 可(hoh) 比(bei)
我(ngoh) 與(yue) 你(nei) 　 差(cha) 一(yat) 些(se) 　 永(wing) 遠(yuen) 一(yat) 起(hei)
邂(haai) 逅(hau) 時(si) 間(gaan) 場(cheung) 地(dei) 　
似(chi) 連(lin) 場(cheung) 好(ho) 戲(hei)
要(yiu) 自(ji) 何(hoh) 頁(yip) 說(suet) 起(hei)

愛(oi) 太(taai) 重(chung) 　 深(sam) 呼(foo) 吸(kap) 　 欠(him) 缺(kuet) 空(hung) 氣(hei)
愛(oi) 太(taai) 美(mei) 　 輕(hing) 輕(hing) 的(dik) 　 卻(keuk) 載(joi) 不(bat) 起(hei)
愛(oi) 情(ching) 來(loi) 到(do) 時(si) 候(hau) 　 似(chi) 明(ming) 媚(mei) 天(tin) 氣(hei)
它(ta) 走(jau) 了(liu) 　 突(dat) 然(yin) 驟(jaau) 變(bin) 雪(suet) 落(lok) 雨(yue) 飛(fei)

＊ 如(yue) 果(gwoh) 可(hoh) 以(yi) 恨(han) 你(nei) 　
全(chuen) 力(lik) 痛(tung) 恨(han) 你(nei)
連(lin) 遇(yue) 上(seung) 亦(yik) 要(yiu) 躲(doh) 避(bei)
無(mo) 非(fei) 想(seung) （ 要(yiu) ） 放(fong) 下(ha) 你(nei) 　
還(waan) 是(si) 掛(gwa) 念(nim) 你(nei)
誰(sui) 又(yau) 會(wooi) 及(kap) 我(ngoh) 傷(seung) 悲(bei)
前(chin) 事(si) 最(jui) 怕(pa) 有(yau) 人(yan) 提(tai) 起(hei)
就(jau) 算(suen) 怎(jam) 麼(moh) 伸(san) 盡(jun) 手(sau) 臂(bei)
我(ngoh) 們(moon) 亦(yik) 有(yau) 一(yat) 些(se) 距(kui) 離(lei) ＊

你(nei) 太(taai) 遠(yuen) 　 該(goi) 怎(jam) 麼(moh) 　 說(suet) 對(dui) 不(bat) 起(hei)
你(nei) 太(taai) 近(gan) 　 一(yat) 轉(juen) 身(san) 　 卻(keuk) 已(yi) 高(go) 飛(fei)
快(faai) 樂(lok) 也(ya) 許(hui) 太(taai) 短(duen) 　
似(chi) 場(cheung) 流(lau) 星(sing) 雨(yue)
一(yat) 眨(jaap) 眼(ngaan) 　
就(jau) 如(yue) 幻(waan) 覺(gok) 怕(pa) 又(yau) 記(gei) 起(hei)

Repeat ＊ （ ＊ ）

我(ngoh) 情(ching) 愿(yuen) 我(ngoh) 狠(han) 心(sam) 憎(jang) 你(nei)
我(ngoh) 還(waan) 在(joi) 記(gei) 憶(yik) 中(jung) 找(jaau) 你(nei)

If you aint got no money take your broke ass home!

went out for lunch today solely based on one reason:


dad was bored.

Bounced....

So you're all dressed up on a saturday night for a night out with some of your boys. You get into your jeans and put on a pair of slick clothes. You spray some cologne and rub a bit more onto your neck to make sure you smell good.

It was either Nike orAdidas since you dont own no louis vitton or Gucci. Adidas would serve you for tonite.

You get out from the car and head into the club. The guy before you got in without a moment pause and you walk casually behind him only to..

DENIED!

Bounced!

Come again? Sir, show me your i.c. please.

You're underaged sir, this club's for 23 and above only.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. Just because you earn a meager RM1200 per month for bouncing people doesnt give you the right to bounce people who look better and younger than you. You fat malay shit.

Sometimes having a young face really bust your balls up. Bitch!

Heaven or Hell?

What would you say if i told you that your imagination of hell is flawed? That hell is just as much of a paradise as Heaven is imagined to be? That your actions or inactions will not be judged in the afterlife?

Blasphemous? Heresy?

Im gonna use christianity in the following as it describes heaven and hell as total opposites, good vs evil.

If you dont hv a good imagination, stop reading.

What do you think if i said that the fallen archangel(i forgot his name) a.k.a. satan had not betrayed God and was not banished from heaven but was elevated into a position of God's direct opposite?

McCrazy?

If God is almighty, all powerful, and all powerful as stated in the bible, would he not hv known that his closest aide would betray him? Or do we deem God to be just like us mortals, trusting those closest to us who are in the most favourable position to betray?

I'd think not!

They key to all things is not a 100% of something but the harmonisation and balance of everything! So, for there to be good, there has to be evil for good or evil is only just a relativity.

What makes a good, good? And what makes an evil, evil? How do you know?

Who are you comparing with when you said that guy is good or that he's evil? You would say, you're comparing him from your knowledge of others or the realisation of things. What then is the benchmark of good? And where did your knowledge or realisation of that come from?

God had foreseen the prospects of allowing only good to roam in the hearts of men and what he saw displeases him. He saw everything good and perfect. He saw happiness and joy.....

He saw Heaven.

And so he created an imperfect world, a world less mundane than Heaven. A world less predictable. A world different from the one he resides in! Where the choices and decisions where not his to make and all that he could do was to watch. Like a fan watching a game, an audience watching an opera.

In this imperfect world, God spread word to his imperfect inhabitants teaching them not how things should be but how good things should be. God has created a comparision which we did not notice and we took what was fed to us with mouths wide open to be the truth.

And so the direct opposite to what God said is deemed to be evil. To be avoided, banished, despised on. Filthy and foul, unpure and sinister. The domain of the 'fallen' archangel! God made his archangel into his opposite to create imperfection, to create balance!

That every good is counter-weighed by evil. That imperfect men we given a choice to choose between two sides. Which way will men tilt the scale? But it doesnt really matter, for every man running to either side, an equal amount will run to the other.

Every good deed done foments an evil. A good or evil person dies, giving way for others to be born.

Yin and Yang! It's a never ending cycle....... a perfect balance.

Now im saying you will not be judged in the afterlife. The decisions made while you were living influences events in the mortal world only. That you will be sent to hell or heaven should not be worried upon as it's unimportant. Heaven or hell is just the same, it's the domain of God.


So am i saying that God is an asshole and he allowed there to be evil just so he can have his amusement and excitement? That we are merely pawns to bring a little unpredictability to his perfect and routine world?

Maybe i am..... maybe i am.


Note : i aint saying to go forth and fuck around and do evil.
SCREW YOU if you even let that thought develop!