How significant

A drop of water scurrying down a path with all his might. Wanting to be the first, wanting to beat the rest. Down a path carved by those before him.



How significant can this insignificant be?

Home

Will be taking the 1530 hrs bus back to kl. Estimate to arrive at about 1930 hrs. Damn i cant wait to be back!

~Home Sweet Home~

THANK YOU

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Today is the 24th of september, another person's birthday somewhere. 38 minutes ago at my watch was my birthday and although it's much a cause celebre` last time-well as recent as last yr-, this time i wanted it to be different.

Call me crazy, call me blind but i had no intention of celebrating my birthday this year which explains why i didnt tell anyone in my school bout it, not a hint not a whisper. This feeling of vacuity although ephemeral has not left me yet eventhough i've exhausted much energy in trying to banish it.

I've acted as normal as possible, bringing myself about like it's just another ordinary day eventhough, that in my head the words "IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY" kept on blaring and blaring.

And i succeeded!

Alas, who would've though chris' call would lead my friends to suspect there is smth on today. I had nowhere to run, lecturer was in and he was gonna start the class. I didnt realize i said that many thanks which led to tonite.

My friends were acting normal after that and i didnt suspect that they suspected smth was amiss.

Till...

Till it was 1930hrs when i went to the cafe to grab some grub. Random ppl wished me happy birthday and when i inquire how they knew,:

xxx: Hey, Happy birthday, it's your birthday today rite?
me : *thinks to self* HOW THE HECK U KNOW?
me : * smiles... hahaha, yea! How did u know?
xxx: Oh, civil fellas told me!
me : *thinks to self*Oh crap, they know!!
me : Yea thanx ya. Bye!

I went on to hv my dinner with jia hui and head on back to my room with no particular incident. Then came a msg from teik tzuan saying to go to the cafe later at 11.30 to discuss maths. WTH, must discuss maths so late?

Anyway that time came and went but at 11.40 teikz finally called to go. Oh, before i left, my roommate abruptly left the room without saying anything and that increased my suspicion that smth was up. And when i met teikz, he wasnt carrying any maths or stuff and when i asked him bout it he said he gave to clement who stays in a block 400 metres away. Good job in increasing my suspicion yet again.

When i met my assignment group, they werent doing maths! They were holding geology papers, some list and some other random papers. WHAT HAPPENED TO MATHS? They then started saying things which confirm 100% that there were ppl behind the basin. *Sry, much experience in trying to surprise ppl*

But boy oh boy was i surprised! Almost my whole school came for my cause celebre` which i didnt even wanted them to know! 30 maybe more of them took time off from studying for tmrw's tests to hide behind that wall of basin to surprise me with a cake and which is more important to me, their presence!

I was really touched, but i gotta defend myself here. I WASNT GONNA CRY! I was very touched tho and very happy too. =)

They all sang happy birthday and made my nose eat cake. I asked my nose if he liked it and wth, he told me he enjoyed every bit of it. Should i start stuffing my nose with cake now? Well it's payback time since i hv a rule that if i get creamed, im gonna get as many ppl creamed as well. I tried to chase but damn legs wouldnt run so i got only a handful. =(

I promise more next year!

Seriously, forcing me to give a speech is like digging ur own grave. I could go on and on even after you guys applaud to ask me to shut up and i can still go on. But i kept it short, events like this are not for lengthy speeches and all you guys hv to hear is my voice of appreciation and joy that my nose could eat cake.

I found out later that my group of friends took the trouble to call yee hui -who didnt get back to them-. Psst, clement.. she prolly didnt know either! After that they called a senior to check the list for my ic to confirm. And confirm they did at 1600 hrs. I only knows you guys for what, 2 months? And you guys went through all that trouble to celebrate my birthday which i didnt even wanted to be known? I didnt expect it! I hv 10 brothers which i went through thick and thin with and i dont even expect them to rmbr, altho most of them did! =) What hv i done to deserve this? What hv i done to deserve the company of all of you tonite? Well, i guess i must've done smth rite. XD

Im EFF-ING TOUCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last words of thanks and appreciation from me to all of you for making my last 10 minutes imprinted in my head forever. Thank you.

Oh and chris, thank you for your call. =)

As long...

Man utd 0-0 Villareal!

Damn it, 20 over shots by man utd but they just didnt hv that finishing touch to get a goal. But it was a far greater game than the one they played against liverpool.

Enjoyed the game much for with it came much excitement which could not hv been found anywhere else nearby -.-. So i went to bed at 5 and woke up at 7 for a 2 hrs maths lecture. How wonderfully dreamy it was. Dozed away half the lecture and the other half where my eyes were actually open i couldnt figure out what that stupid clerk was trying to teach. Complex fourier series, tsk... eat my shorts!!!!

BUT IT WAS WORTH IT AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN, as long as i hv company to do it with me. Damn

Fanatic?Me?

Me and a group of friends suddenly had this bright idea of watching Man Utd vs Villarreal later at 0245hrs.

If i were gonna tell me friends back in kl that i've been watching and following man utd football matches lately they'll coherently in one voice shout FUCK OFF.

And i dont blame them, back in kl i didnt had the time or the will to get my ass off the comp or rather away from DOTA or SC but when im stuck in this kampung with no games to play, watching football is a Godsent activity.

Anyway, IT IS at 0245 hrs and i've got class at 0800hrs tmrw which i will not be missing. Besides im not really sure if my friends could get up to watch the match later. I'll be waiting to see if they do.

With powderful england comes powderful responsibilities

My curiculum is england i mean english based where all lectures are SUPPOSED to be taught in english.

Teacher : He is or he are an a$$hole?

But then since i live in malaysia where the words 'supposed' or 'must' can be purposefully mistaken for 'apa pun boleh la' and 'tak semestinya' there aint no surprise for u to hear me rant bout lecturers handling lessons in BM.



I mean, WHAT THE FUCK man, u're allowed to teach tertiary edu lvl yet u cant speak in english and hv to handle a supposingly english-based lecture in bm becoz for the past 20 yrs all u were doing was screwing ass and reading that green book of urs.

Tak kisahlah, janji rock!

I hv no respect for those lecturers for not only they cant teach that well they cant even speak english! Are you even qualified to teach me? If i formulate an argument would u give me a zero in my final paper just becoz u dont understand what i said since all u know is !n$ya:ah?


There was this one lecturer who said outright that his english isnt that good so he'll hv to mix with bm. Hey, im cool with that even tho 60% of the time he was speaking in bm and those time i really wanted to choke his neck and step on his face but since it was mechanics and formulas count more than fancy words... i could bear that much more.


But then there are lecturers who used 100% bm like my recent maths lecturer and what a bitch she is. I called her a clerk becoz she doesnt even know how to use powerpoint and only uses Words for her lectuers. (Wait a min, wouldnt that disqualify her as a clerk?) Altho maths are mostly bout formulas but the explanation of how to use it is crucial to my understanding else all i'll be doing is memorizing those damn formulas becoz my clerk-lecturer's dont know her england!


Seriously, i didnt know APEX means u dont hv to speak english!(What apex?)


How is it possible that after living for 20 to god knows how long u've been living under a rock years that you are still unable to speak english? And please dont go justifying u're inability by saying that we are malaysians living in malaysia which is why we need to speak malay. Take that crap and shove it up your ass you hedonistic racist asshole.

You hv a responsibility to educate but an even greated responsibility to educate in english to prepare us for the market which is mostly english speaking since we cant rely on the eff-ing government to sponsor us for life becoz i aint got no fucking abdullah behind my name. You aint qualified to teach me.

i love you too.

Okay, am feeling way much better after ranting. Wanted to type this a few days back but couldnt find the time. My next post will be bout hypocritical assholes who cant speak english to save their skins yet still wants to ridicule others or try to since....

Hmm..

I actually hv my variasiswa performance vid with me now. Just got it yesterday and am figuring if i really want to upload it. SO yea....

Whats more..

Whats more tiring than doing chin ups?
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Doing the damn laundry!!!!!!!





Now if only...

..there's a FREE washing machine.