Crappy.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Cycle
Once again my body is rejecting everything that it consumes. I think there's a cycle to it and im gonna count the days till the next one comes along. Even water causes
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Gloom Doomed!
Okay, so i didnt manage to put on a sturdy face yesterday. I wasnt prepared for what i see before my eyes. I had a cocktail of feelings, relief, disappointment, despair and i knew at that very moment that my future is treading on still, very still water.
3B+
B
B-
Months of preparation on bracing myself for that day came to naught for it wasnt like how i expected it to be. I had expected to get an A for biology and was HOPING and god will give me a miracle that my malay bucked up at the final moment and gimme an A. It didnt. Lol, i guess i couldnt save myself if i ever needed to speak malay to save my sorry ass.
Asfor physics, maths and chemistry i had expected a B's for those. I hadnt put any hope at all in my chemistry but a b- was a long stretch which unfortunately it stretched that long. =.=
Oh well, we all gotta move on and i've sulked and emo-ed for a day and thats enough. My only regret is that i am less than ideal. Bouncing rite back......
3B+
B
B-
Months of preparation on bracing myself for that day came to naught for it wasnt like how i expected it to be. I had expected to get an A for biology and was HOPING and god will give me a miracle that my malay bucked up at the final moment and gimme an A. It didnt. Lol, i guess i couldnt save myself if i ever needed to speak malay to save my sorry ass.
Asfor physics, maths and chemistry i had expected a B's for those. I hadnt put any hope at all in my chemistry but a b- was a long stretch which unfortunately it stretched that long. =.=
Oh well, we all gotta move on and i've sulked and emo-ed for a day and thats enough. My only regret is that i am less than ideal. Bouncing rite back......
Monday, March 10, 2008
Politically Doomed
The political outlook of our country looks rather gloomy at the moment. With the opposition pulling unexpected victories which they themselves are amazed by. From governing ONE state to FIVE with 19 parliamentary seats to 80, that's one giant leap for the underdog who was undermined for 50 yrs.
Talking bout gloomy days ahead, it's all gloomy and cloudy for me as results are out tmrw. I went from hving high expectations to not knowing what to expect just like our ruling coalition party. And they suffered their worst defeat ever! Does my fate holds the same?
Somehow i know i screwed up and pretty badly too but there's always time for some MAD hope. Yes im still hoping madly for my 4.0 which seems as farfetched as the sun disappearing tmrw afternoon. Like i said, mad hope...
If you were to ask me now what i think i would get, i can only say i fared poorly. Nevertheless, i will try my best to put on a sturdy face and smile for the world to see even though i'm being drowned within.
God Bless.
Talking bout gloomy days ahead, it's all gloomy and cloudy for me as results are out tmrw. I went from hving high expectations to not knowing what to expect just like our ruling coalition party. And they suffered their worst defeat ever! Does my fate holds the same?
Somehow i know i screwed up and pretty badly too but there's always time for some MAD hope. Yes im still hoping madly for my 4.0 which seems as farfetched as the sun disappearing tmrw afternoon. Like i said, mad hope...
If you were to ask me now what i think i would get, i can only say i fared poorly. Nevertheless, i will try my best to put on a sturdy face and smile for the world to see even though i'm being drowned within.
God Bless.
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