It was a joke taken seriously by both that by the time they realized it. It had all but turned sour. It was not meant be this way he admittely sadly, a gamble he took which did not turn out the way he meant it be. His 'act'.. he cannot put it up much longer i think. Every minute that passes strikes a blow so hard that he's unable to fend it off. I think it might come undone... his 'act' might be undone. And when it does, what will be of him? I wonder.....
It was never meant to turn out this way. He says he regrets his, but to turn back now... he cant. He cant bring himself to becoz.... i dont know why he cant. It's just that he cant, or maybe he cant bring himself to.
Sigh, how foolish.... how dumb. But maybe something good will come from it. I hope it does, i hope for him and i hope for them both that it does!
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Gung-ho
Trials are well.. in about 8 hours and seriously im not fully prepared for it. Altho my mind has ways of deceiving myself that i am prepared for it. It's like i seem to know most of the stuff but when i wield the thing-stronger-than-the-sword those things just escapes my mind leaving it......BLANK!!!
Anyway, i hv to admit i've put in quite an amount of effort to study lately and altho i'll most prolly screw up my trials i am looking forward to the results. It would be a good ruler to examine my position and decide how much the urge to succeed is within me and how much more effort i can put in to achieve the desired results.
It might be hard... no eff-ing joke... but im going in guns ablazing this time!!
Anyway, i hv to admit i've put in quite an amount of effort to study lately and altho i'll most prolly screw up my trials i am looking forward to the results. It would be a good ruler to examine my position and decide how much the urge to succeed is within me and how much more effort i can put in to achieve the desired results.
It might be hard... no eff-ing joke... but im going in guns ablazing this time!!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
lazy
Today is one of those days where i just want to do nothing but be lazy. Hahaha
I know i cant afford that but oh well.. just 5 more mins!
I know i cant afford that but oh well.. just 5 more mins!
Monday, September 17, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
More balls and...
I always listen to my ipod in sch, esp in btw classes or while walking to the lab. On a recent day, while we were walking to the lab, i had my earphones plugged in. Walking down the stairs was our maths maestro, Mr thum! He approached me and the next conversation took place;
He : Take off ur earphones?
Me : Huh?
He : Take it off, what is that anyway?
*earphones out*
Me : Uhh, ipod?
He : Take it out, lemme see!
*oblige obediently*
He : Wah, how much?
Me : hesistates.... bout a thousand.
He : So expensive! Where u get the money from?
Me : *under my breath - drop from the sky*
~i said it albeit softly, more balls and i would've said it louder! XD~ He prolly heard me say smth coz..
He : WHAT ??
Me : oh, from my parents!
He : Oh, why ur parents so rich?
Me : Uhh, the kena lottery so bought me this.
He : So lucky? Never see i kena also
Me : * under breath - coz u're not lucky-*
He : Dont use this again..
Me : patronizingly agrees and we both walk off.
XD
He : Take off ur earphones?
Me : Huh?
He : Take it off, what is that anyway?
*earphones out*
Me : Uhh, ipod?
He : Take it out, lemme see!
*oblige obediently*
He : Wah, how much?
Me : hesistates.... bout a thousand.
He : So expensive! Where u get the money from?
Me : *under my breath - drop from the sky*
~i said it albeit softly, more balls and i would've said it louder! XD~ He prolly heard me say smth coz..
He : WHAT ??
Me : oh, from my parents!
He : Oh, why ur parents so rich?
Me : Uhh, the kena lottery so bought me this.
He : So lucky? Never see i kena also
Me : * under breath - coz u're not lucky-*
He : Dont use this again..
Me : patronizingly agrees and we both walk off.
XD
In a lighter vain... or was it on? hmmmm
It's 0813 hours and i was due to be awake about 20 mins from now! Alas, my stomach was having a mini war within so i had to disperse off the dead corpse piling up. I want my sleep! But then, i aint all the sleepy no more nor do i require lots of sleep lately. It could be some underlying health problem... like depression from what i read in a passage in the muet test yesterday.
So maybe i should start acting all negative and shit.. and maybe be so extremely introvert that ppl will avoid me. That will definitely escalate the depressive disorder rite?
But then again, can depression be ever associated with me? No eff-ing A!!!!!
I think im gonna go have breakfast.. on the own since Miss lim dont wanna go out for lunch with me later!
It's just a street away and they serve delicious prawn mee.. RAWR! I only hope it's opened....
Byebye! Oh, and why im awake at this hour? extra classes that will superbly magnificiently incredibly increase my chance of getting good results.
So maybe i should start acting all negative and shit.. and maybe be so extremely introvert that ppl will avoid me. That will definitely escalate the depressive disorder rite?
But then again, can depression be ever associated with me? No eff-ing A!!!!!
I think im gonna go have breakfast.. on the own since Miss lim dont wanna go out for lunch with me later!
It's just a street away and they serve delicious prawn mee.. RAWR! I only hope it's opened....
Byebye! Oh, and why im awake at this hour? extra classes that will superbly magnificiently incredibly increase my chance of getting good results.
~The End~
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
wtf?
I pop-ed open my friendster account after some inactivity and found... nthg new. As i was going to click log out after spending 10 secs scrolling down then up the page again, i clicked on the NEW Horoscope.
"You hv great patience, but someone attractive will put it to the test today. "
Fuck.
"You hv great patience, but someone attractive will put it to the test today. "
Fuck.
6th anniversary
What could've....
See how they all look like ahmadinejad? *think* *think*
I had meant to blog smth bout the 6 yrs anniversary of sept 11 but i went on to rambling smth bout green poo instead.
It's been 6 yrs since that tragedy which propelled the whole world into red alert on terrorism, the invasion of iraq and a close war with North korea. SO what instigated the attacks of civillians by the jihadist 6 yrs ago was just another extreme example of what idealogue and propaganda can do.
Look, i wouldnt say those bastards are dumb. Heck, would u have planned such an elaborate attack on innocent civilians without hurting the ruling government of the country of choice with civillian and innocent enough looking airplanes?
The lost of thousands of innocent lives is a mournful lost and it could still be felt today. Even more by the family of the victims which all we-unaffected-beings could only sympathise but can do nthg about.
See how they all look like ahmadinejad? *think* *think*
I had meant to blog smth bout the 6 yrs anniversary of sept 11 but i went on to rambling smth bout green poo instead.
It's been 6 yrs since that tragedy which propelled the whole world into red alert on terrorism, the invasion of iraq and a close war with North korea. SO what instigated the attacks of civillians by the jihadist 6 yrs ago was just another extreme example of what idealogue and propaganda can do.
Look, i wouldnt say those bastards are dumb. Heck, would u have planned such an elaborate attack on innocent civilians without hurting the ruling government of the country of choice with civillian and innocent enough looking airplanes?
Dreamliner......
In fact, they knew that the US government will be tough as balls in cracking their brother-in-faith/arms after the attack. I cant help but think that it might've been a conspiracy by anti-saddam to bring that dictator down and to elevate their country's misfortune. Good job, ur country is currently facing sectarian war which might erupt into a full scale civil wars if u ppl dont start thinking with ur brain instead of the k[]r@n.
xxx: The 1st thing im gonna do when i learnt how to fly is....
The lost of thousands of innocent lives is a mournful lost and it could still be felt today. Even more by the family of the victims which all we-unaffected-beings could only sympathise but can do nthg about.
Boy : Dad, the building's vomitting sand!!
But, we are all doing great in that we lived with our heads up high and didnt let this tragedy consumes us all and this . could've well been the best tribute we can present to the victims.Salutations to the heroes of that fateful day.
To qoute someone, " We will not allow terrorist to control our lives and it is our duty that we live like we did before and to continue living without the fear of being terrorise by terrorist!"
Crap.. too small!
This is more like it.
From the ashes, will rise the Freedom Tower.
From the ashes, will rise the Freedom Tower.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Green pigment
I've been eating alot for the past 2 days. In fact i ate so much starch that the amount of glycogen in my body is in the excess that........
But i ate alot of veggies too, which are known to help smooth things out through the lower end. I ate so much that what comes out has a greenish pigment. I know, coz i wipe my ass with tissue and not wash it with water and the use of my left hand. Certainly, a shower right after that business.
Maybe it's the cili that's prohibiting the veggies from doing their job, but then again isnt cili a type of veggie too ? Bummer
But i ate alot of veggies too, which are known to help smooth things out through the lower end. I ate so much that what comes out has a greenish pigment. I know, coz i wipe my ass with tissue and not wash it with water and the use of my left hand. Certainly, a shower right after that business.
Maybe it's the cili that's prohibiting the veggies from doing their job, but then again isnt cili a type of veggie too ? Bummer
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Nothing is impossible
You can do anything u set ur mind to.
Coz the only thing in this world that can stop u.... is urself.
Coz the only thing in this world that can stop u.... is urself.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Queue
The chinese(chinaman)... dont know how to queue up!
The cosmo and the universe has no lines... they are round..
So to cultivate the habit of lining up, on the 11th of every month, the chinese practice lining up. -Prep for olympics '08-
=S =S =S
The russians will get in line just to get to the head of the queue to see what the people are lining up for.
=S =S =S
The cosmo and the universe has no lines... they are round..
So to cultivate the habit of lining up, on the 11th of every month, the chinese practice lining up. -Prep for olympics '08-
=S =S =S
The russians will get in line just to get to the head of the queue to see what the people are lining up for.
=S =S =S
Saturday, September 01, 2007
I asked for it
8:53:48 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: oh... ok... thanx
[8:53:58 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: btw.. ur display pic's kinda... vain isnt it ?
[8:54:22 PM] cikgu vaz$: its only for people who undesrtand
[8:54:34 PM] cikgu vaz$: if they do not, then they think I am vain
[8:54:44 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: \>.<
[8:54:46 PM] cikgu vaz$: I suppose you fall into the latter catgory
[8:54:48 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: k.. i asked for that
[8:53:58 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: btw.. ur display pic's kinda... vain isnt it ?
[8:54:22 PM] cikgu vaz$: its only for people who undesrtand
[8:54:34 PM] cikgu vaz$: if they do not, then they think I am vain
[8:54:44 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: \>.<
[8:54:46 PM] cikgu vaz$: I suppose you fall into the latter catgory
[8:54:48 PM] ØUîçKŠÏLVÆ®-: k.. i asked for that
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